i'm compressed...

someone said that i gave the first impression of compressing meself

which i'll let go when time comes

and somehow i seem like a charger for him/her

quite true though...

dunno how he/she feels it

it really impressd me O.O

he/she was the first person that gave me that kind of comments

which i think it really best suits me... haha!!

i somehow hidding something from you all...

but none of you guys can really guess what i'm facing, thinking, doing

you might think that why the hell on earth i hide things from close friends

''i dunno'' is the best answer i can give

maybe the things i dun feel like sharing are so-called 'secrets'

or 'xin shi' in mandarin...

i remembered asking many of my friends what are secrets

they simply replied it was something that very personal and dun want others to know

then, why there are friends that share secrets??

isn't them should be very personal??

which i suppose they should be kept inside and not telling others...

perhaps i got betrayed once and since then i never really share the deep thoughts i have with others

is it that's why i compressing meself??

for not letting others to know??

i'm kindda blur then @@

weather: very hot!! a lil rain in the evening
feelings: bit blue..