过雨云烟

很多时候，我们都会被眼前的事情给骗了。

有好的和坏的。

由于人的基本想法从出生就是比较偏好希望，

所以，无论事情是多么的失败，

我们还是希望有转机。

就因为它，我们才有活下去的能量。

过雨云烟后，就是雨过天晴了。

能不能享受那清凉的风吹，欣赏五颜六色的天空，听耳边传来的鸟鸣声

就要看每个人的生存意志与斗志了。

加油吧大家！


天气：下雨的午后。。微冷的风
心情：没什么特别

生活小事3

刚才晚餐时，

很少会和我们姐弟妹说教的老爸

很正经的我们分享了他朋友的孩子的问题。

他说我们玩的〈面子书〉和 MSN 都要很小心

不要随便和陌生人线上交谈或约出来见面。

还有交朋友要小心，远离闹事的同学

之类的。。

问题发生了！

我们一向都没闹过什么大事件啊

最了不起就属我发生一些车祸和一件不为人知的秘密

我弟弟妹妹也没有闹过什么啊~

可感觉老爸他很象在说我们有这方面的困扰

听得我和弟妹三个头两各个大

*blur blur*

可能是因为他极少提起这些事，

所以，让我们听得混身不自在，参杂着一点点的小尴尬。

不过还好，话题在送上螃蟹时刻终止了。

*phew*

要不然不知道要听多久呢~~~


ps：最近婆婆又在我们家住，我有得改变生活习惯了@@


天气：不清楚（窝在家里）
心情：想着怎样写那一堆报告 ><

i just realized...

hmm...

i found out that i did not really get hugs from people

or i go offer hugs

you know,...

those sincerely tightly closely hugs

no one really offer me hugs (except my NS gang and very few friends)

not even after knowing that them or i was having some hard time

well, i suppose we asian are generally more shy

we don't really show our care into actions

even though we know that the person is having some hard time

we might just show that we are acknowledge but do not know how to react

we just show that 'we know what you are havin.. so just try to get over it' attitude

*maybe*

or... you don't really hug them because you were rejected by them

not once but a few times.

eventually, you will not have the feeling to hug that person anymore

cause you know that you'll get rejected anyhow

since i already knew that my hugs are goin to be rejected

what for i offer and then suffer the embarassment??

but still... ><


weather: shinning hot
feelings: want to go 'cheong k'

takin public buses..

i like the feeling of taking bus...

unconsiously...

you can actually see many things during the journey

cute little brads, clumsy youngsters, slow walking old people or people giving seats...

all these are happening randomly in my daily public bus life.

i often get attracted by little cute toddlers, my eyes are then hardly away from them.

i love seeing them trying to get away from their parents and wanted to stand on their own.

they find it so fun and anxious taking the bus while most people find it boring.

we often let the boringness takes over us even before the stepping into the bus.

the mindset of 'sigh~ public buses are a waste of time'

but, if you see it in different view, they actually help many people who can't afford a car to get to their destinations.

foreigners need save money so that they could send back to their respective countries.

same goes to the students that are studying abroad.

office workers who are just started their working life; people who are struggling for life and more.

one just need to pay more attention to the surroundings to get better thinkings of what you have now.

i suddenly have the feelings that, taking buses to college make me more like a student.

driving is just a choice to make.

while i chose to drive when i have to^^


weather: hot, hopefully it'll rain later
feelings: bright green

just thinkin~

i need more allies, not enemies

but it seems difficult

i just somehow ended up fighting alone

fighting is good when you have someone to share with

even though you know you are not winning.



weather: humid
feelings: disgusted

心情不好

我忍。。忍着。。。

不要发脾气。

走进房间，

戴上耳机，开到最大声

听着一系列的rock歌

想让自己的心情好一点。

可是，越听越糟，越低落。

心情还是那么不好。

有时，真的很想把自己封闭起来。

感觉那样就会简单很多。



天气：雨
心情：无处可发的暴风

dang'ed!!!!

why there's always happened to have quizzes when i decided no to go to classes??

haiz...

feeling so danged!

arrgggghhhh!


weather: cloudy
feelings: so dang!!!