juz nothing....

i'm always lazy in dropping down my thoughts...i dunno why...
everytime when i wanna start typing, my laziness comes attacking...den i'll juz give up...(not really laziness, juz can't think of a better word now)

i sorta like jealous my frenz who can spend lotsa time in maintaining their blogs wif nice layouts, loads of pics, good in describing, many happenings, n lots more...maybe i'm juz not good at all these things n perhaps i'm not an observant person...or maybe i juz rather put all my thoughts in my mind...i dun really like when others kinda know all stuff bout me...(i'll feel lost of my piracy)...but i'll juz drop by whenever my moods here...later on den i regret for writing my stuff down @@ weird huh?? hahaa...

yea...relationship between mom n me had back...no more cold fights, but as usual, some same old scoldings are never less...><" family members are owiz there...i love them but somehow sometimes they juz freak me off @@

friends...all my dears darlings honeys which i like to call them... those who close enough for me to call them like that off course...i like to be them whenever i stress out feel sad feel happy feel alone feel left out or juz the feeling wanna of seeing them...but i usually i'll end up staying at home cuz they'r all buzy wif their own matters (studying working) n when this happens, i'll think tat i hav really small circle of frenz @@ den i think again, good frenz a few is more than enough :)...hahahhaa...funny? i always try to make meself available whenever they call up for meals...cuz my timing is never the right time when i call, so i'll juz leave it up for them to call me up (not all frenz of cuz)...not all the time i receive calls, i did call n chat wif them sometimes...SOMETIMES...