i've been laze around in the house for many many days...

i dint go out wif frenz for weeks... which i was used to hang out wif them almost everyday... or find a job for meself...

i do miss them... but i juz dun feel like to go out...

i was once felt so lost... but i tell meself... i must find a way out... i hav to be tough!!!

i hav to stand up and support others...

i kenot keep lettin my own emotion taking over me...

i'll soon be back again...

the positif naughty playful blah blah person will be back soon...~