a delayed long time ago story.

hi friends,

as the title says it, it was long time ago...

hence.

i forgot what i wanted to tell and say.

it's most probably regarding my 3-4 months lost in Malaysia but somewhere around in US life.

for your information, there were way too many things happened.

sad? not really, unless you are saying that working as housekeeping and ppl are making fun of it.

happy? i miss those superb scoops of ice-creams, its creaminess and crunchyness of the cones. the companions i get from time to time, where you seldom hav time to be alone because everyone is finding everyone to hang out.

bitter? when it comes to no one finds you, and you found out that they actually forgot about you.

joyous? the gathering of all people, the laughters from all cultures, the out of mind dancing and drinking with friends.

depressed? when you got to wash the toilet bowls every single day and sometimes have to flush for those who did not flush which i absolutely have no idea why they don't flush. and to unclog those clogged ones.

challenges? oh yeah... you got to find ways to fill up the toilet rolls in each toilets by getting rolls from different sources/department because your upper level management apparently did not order the supplies earlier. find ways to work less without anyone knowing it *secret*

misery? erm... basically this happened when i suddenly lost in the middle of the night thinking why the hell am i here working as a 'cleaner' which in fact i might be a psychologist in the future. or when i was looking at the group of happy people around me but cannot feel the happiness or joining into the conversation.

fortunate? so glad that i was actually there and got to meet many sweethearts. they are all so friendly, regardless of faking it or not first. at least, they did not hurt. we are all still keeping in touch through facebook, msn and postcards for those who are still travelling. i don't know how long will this last, at least, i own them now.

gratitude? thanks to my mom that supported my financial to pay all the fees and my initial living cost. i really did want to pay her back yet considering the position i was working as, i really did not earn extra. i got back what i spent for the programme. and for those i used for my travelling and some shopping. and to people that i met there, it was such a pleasure to know you all.

satisfaction? from the scale of 1-10... i rate it 7.5. the people were nice, the place i worked wasn't that bad just that you might need to find more hours to get more money. the weather was unbelievably cool, the whole island was like a fairyland where you find no cars but horse carriages. at times, rabbits/squirrels/frogs/birds are found everywhere near you. i did not rate it a 10/10 so that i have a reason for me to go back there some time in the future.

i realize how lovely the place was after i left. it was an island surrounded with exquisitely beautiful environment, weather, animals and most importantly the people and friends.

i'm positive sure that i miss the place so much not only because of the place, it's because the memories i had with you. my friends.

the time we spent.

the drinks we drank.

the street we walked.

the road we cycled.

the view we saw.

the ice-cream we ate.

the stars we counted.

the people we talked.

the bars we went.

the photos we took.

all the little little moments we shared.

i miss.

remember i said something about 10years later bring our own family there and have a gathering? i think it might work though. maybe not all with the family, but hopefully i'll be there. at least the one suggested got to be there right?


love,
LooYee