我的生活，点点与滴滴

happy 2011!!!

2011-01-01T02:18:00.001+08:00

and i have diarrhea on the very 1st of January of 2011... ha ha ha!

a delayed long time ago story.

2010-10-21T13:12:00.004+08:00

hi friends,

as the title says it, it was long time ago...

hence.

i forgot what i wanted to tell and say.

it's most probably regarding my 3-4 months lost in Malaysia but somewhere around in US life.

for your information, there were way too many things happened.

sad? not really, unless you are saying that working as housekeeping and ppl are making fun of it.

happy? i miss those superb scoops of ice-creams, its creaminess and crunchyness of the cones. the companions i get from time to time, where you seldom hav time to be alone because everyone is finding everyone to hang out.

bitter? when it comes to no one finds you, and you found out that they actually forgot about you.

joyous? the gathering of all people, the laughters from all cultures, the out of mind dancing and drinking with friends.

depressed? when you got to wash the toilet bowls every single day and sometimes have to flush for those who did not flush which i absolutely have no idea why they don't flush. and to unclog those clogged ones.

challenges? oh yeah... you got to find ways to fill up the toilet rolls in each toilets by getting rolls from different sources/department because your upper level management apparently did not order the supplies earlier. find ways to work less without anyone knowing it *secret*

misery? erm... basically this happened when i suddenly lost in the middle of the night thinking why the hell am i here working as a 'cleaner' which in fact i might be a psychologist in the future. or when i was looking at the group of happy people around me but cannot feel the happiness or joining into the conversation.

fortunate? so glad that i was actually there and got to meet many sweethearts. they are all so friendly, regardless of faking it or not first. at least, they did not hurt. we are all still keeping in touch through facebook, msn and postcards for those who are still travelling. i don't know how long will this last, at least, i own them now.

gratitude? thanks to my mom that supported my financial to pay all the fees and my initial living cost. i really did want to pay her back yet considering the position i was working as, i really did not earn extra. i got back what i spent for the programme. and for those i used for my travelling and some shopping. and to people that i met there, it was such a pleasure to know you all.

satisfaction? from the scale of 1-10... i rate it 7.5. the people were nice, the place i worked wasn't that bad just that you might need to find more hours to get more money. the weather was unbelievably cool, the whole island was like a fairyland where you find no cars but horse carriages. at times, rabbits/squirrels/frogs/birds are found everywhere near you. i did not rate it a 10/10 so that i have a reason for me to go back there some time in the future.

i realize how lovely the place was after i left. it was an island surrounded with exquisitely beautiful environment, weather, animals and most importantly the people and friends.

i'm positive sure that i miss the place so much not only because of the place, it's because the memories i had with you. my friends.

the time we spent.

the drinks we drank.

the street we walked.

the road we cycled.

the view we saw.

the ice-cream we ate.

the stars we counted.

the people we talked.

the bars we went.

the photos we took.

all the little little moments we shared.

i miss.

remember i said something about 10years later bring our own family there and have a gathering? i think it might work though. maybe not all with the family, but hopefully i'll be there. at least the one suggested got to be there right?

love,
LooYee

在美国的心情故事

2010-07-10T13:11:00.003+08:00

不知不觉，在美国已有漫长的一段时间。

虽然一直呆在同一个地方，工作都是那么的一成不变，人也就那么几个，不过当你和一堆很不错的朋友一起hangout，时间感觉过的比平常快好多哦~

一起吃饭，骑车，看夕阳，聊天聊地聊八卦 XDDD 等等。。。

当然，我还是我。。偶尔的在耍小孤僻。。。不过很快我也就恢复了！如果没加快脚步的话，很容易被他们抛在一边。感觉很不好。

但是，女人嘛。。。就是会有点emo啦哈哈！

bout 2 more months to go...

2010-06-25T11:37:00.004+08:00

i've been in here for more than a month... nothing much happened basically..

everyday doing the same routine and meeting the same old people.

sometimes it is boring. not because of the people *maybe sometimes*, but due to the everyday unchanged environment, chores or maybe entertainment.

you go bars/pubs at night. you drink. you dance. you chat with strangers. you get a free drink. you get home. you sleep. and there goes your night.

the sun shines from morning 5am till approx. 10pm. it is that LOOONNNGGG. and in contrast, the night time is very very short.

during off day, if you're alone, be prepared to spend the whole day alone. because as i said, there aren't many options for you to choose. bike, hike, eat, sleep, chat with random 'hi! bye!' friends.

well. i like to social. and too, i love to talk. *depends on situation*

just that once in awhile staying away from crowd is a way for me to recharge the social battery.

me typing this in a very random mood.

the place me currently living is good and is bad. most of the friends are pretty much in the other side of the resort and somehow me is always being abandon==

i don't come out with plans because me is somehow always the follower. and the plans that i have in mind are usually stupidity and childish. hahah!

there was once i suggested we shld roll on the green ground *there's a slope nearby the bike parking area* but they looked at me and giv me the 'are you out of your mind' look...

well, too bad. for me things are fun when you do stuff out of your mind once in while. because the results are always unprediectable^^ and that's why i always come out with ideas that others think idiotic. and because of that they think me is childish. it's just them are losing their children soul XDDD

if you ask me how i like it here. i can giv you a definate answer that i really do like the island, but not the job me is doing. the pay is not bad but i don't tips T-T cause i'm not in room attandant. not only that, i gotta fight with others to get extra hrs so that i can get more overtime and earn more.

things do not always go as you wish though. there are more and more ppl now, each and everyone of them is too fighting for hrs. *sigh* it's just sad case when i come to think about it.

My NYC trip^^

2010-06-09T10:00:00.007+08:00

title says all^^

basically my NYC trip was quite hectic??! haha! due to time constrain, there are few places that that i dint not manage to spend time on T-T sad case... but that is what will make you go back again, rite?

maybe some time in the future i'll like staying there for a month and live like a new yorker ;p

the night on my arrival was raining!!! freaking cold okay?! i did not expect it to be that cold lorrr

my body shivers non-stop and the breath you blew out can actually form the white 'steam'??

O.0

thanks my parents and my super worry grandma for keep insisting me to bring more thick sweaters *teary eyes* if without their bugging, i'm sure i'll just stay in the hostel whole time and there goes my days in NY haha!

the hostel we stayed was awesome!

it located 20-30 mins far from the JKF Airport, but its location really a strategic one!

you just need to take 10-15 mins walk, depending your walking speed of cuz, to the closest MRTs which are Flushing Av or Morgan Av. Morgan Av is better for goin to the Central City while Flushing Av is for Chinatown^^

the bed was nice, environment was good *despite the cold weather*, ppl were friendly, free all-you-can-eat breakfast *typical american breakfast*, and the best is... really near the MRT haha!

i initially thought it was a guys' dorm due to the pic and the wordings haha! but this room was better than the first room where i was checked in for the arrival night. it was because this room was much more warmer and the ppl were more conscious of others' necessity ;p

ps/ story will be continued in person later haha! later to type==

ermmm...

2010-06-04T12:04:00.002+08:00

不知不觉，在美国已有4个星期了。
时间可以说过的很快，也可以很慢。
感觉朋友好像很多，可是又好像很少。

工作其实还蛮简单的，就是每天清理公共场所。
每个人在工作时都会向你问好。。对我来说就只是一个习惯。。
真不真心是其次。。

每天工作后就自行找娱乐。
而这里的晚上娱乐通常就是去bars或pubs
当然我并没有常去，因为喝酒并不是一个很好的习惯。

和一群同样来自马来西亚的朋友买了单车后，
几乎每天傍晚都会一起骑车。
偶尔一起走走，谈天，吃东西。

和在这里认识的朋友好像有很多东西谈，
又可以什么都没有。
gap可以很close，同时中间隔着一面很厚的隐形墙壁。

没有很好的朋友在身边，没有家人的声音，没有喜欢吃的食物，没有我喜欢的电影院，
没有妹妹的啰嗦故事，没有弟弟一直要我载他的要求，没有每天要帮妈妈的银行事物，
没有可以一直坐在椅子前对着电脑的时间，没有帮佣帮我洗衣服，没有很舒服的床，
没有可以睡到自然醒的时间，没有赶功课的压力，没有很好的心里老师share很出人意表的故事，
没有可以一起做傻事的朋友，没有可以拍很漂亮的相机。。。等等。。。

然后，自己又搞自闭。因为和人social偶尔很累。
尤其是新的朋友。
可是不久后自己又跑去和他们混。
自己的一个人的日子真的还蛮闷的。
也幸好他/她们来得真是时候。
要是再迟一星期我也许已是一个拒绝社交活动的人了。

原来，当人离开了熟悉的环境后，还是可以适应的很好。
只不过，你会特别想念你之前所拥有的。
人，真的会在失去后才会珍惜。可是拥有回后，又一堆的抱怨。
是我太贪心还是在犯贱？

ps：这不是一个很好的post，待我有很好的时间和感觉时再post一些开心的事情^^

天气：大太阳和很冷的风
心情：晚餐的食物让我感觉不错 XDD

somehow get the feelings

2010-05-08T22:00:00.007+08:00

now, i somehow understand the feelings of leaving everything behind.

you'll get a mixture of everything.

from positive to negative, negative back to positive.

the cycle keeps recycling.

excitement

worries

uncertaincy

happy

anxious

sad

ancitipation

and more.

but good thing is...

i'm in the positive side^^

weather: hot and rainy
feelings: as above XDDD

a new chapter of my life

2010-05-05T21:53:00.004+08:00

counting down... 5 more days... i'll be in an airplane flying off to a totally new environment away from my comfortable zone for 4 months. without any relative. and only a friend.

me is feeling nervous, excited, worried. and also lost at the same time.

this is my very first time away from home to such a far country, United States. to be specific, Mackinac City, Michigan. it will be a totally new experience for me. just that, i really need to make myself calm. telling meself to enjoy to the max.

many are asking why do i want to join the programme. i don't really know how to answer. i somehow just want to get away from the places where i familiar of and test meself how well i can cope with without my parents and all.

all the while i've been relying on them too much. money. responsibilities.

or in other sense, maybe i'm trying to run away from home??! running from responsibilities perhaps? this work and travel programme somehow gives me a very good excuse of running away from home?

my thoughts are fighting at times.

well, i think i'm just a little emotional now.

feelings: heart still pumping
weather: rained, yet still stuffy hot

阿密特－马来西亚巡回演唱会！

2010-04-25T21:23:00.002+08:00

期待超久的AMIT aka AMEI 的巡回演唱会！！！

高兴死我了～～～！

终于可以听她唱现场！还有我最爱的歌《掉了》！

虽然刚刚开始的气氛我并没有很ｈｉｇｈ，

不过后来就几乎喊破喉咙。

还有还有！后面一直跳的我让我体力几乎不支～

哈哈！！

天气：阴阴的。。
心情：ｈｉｇｈ到爆！

初恋红豆冰；Ais Kacang, Puppy Love

2010-04-15T21:00:00.011+08:00

Who says Malaysian movies are not enjoyable?? Who says Malaysian movies are not in good quality? Who says Malaysian movies are not up to standard? Well, I can confidently tell you that this movie was nice! I enjoyed every scenes of it. Of course if you want to put on coloured glasses before entering the cinema, i can't help it though.

Alright, I think I shall continue my post in Mandarin as it expresses better because my English vocab is not essential enough for me to express what I want to say about the movie. Thoughts that went into my minds during the movie and how was I impressed by the actings of those new and experienced actors and actresses.

初恋红豆冰，一部很贴近人情，真实，乡村的电影。一个很马来西亚风味的电影。它没有参杂太多的复杂的故事。它没有让你看不明白的地方。它的画面不是最美，但很贴近我们。它没有很多的勾心斗角的人物，除了那一位看不得人好的卖字婆和一堆在旁人云亦云的村民。它的好看不在于高质量的画面或让人思考不到的情节。它的吸引力在于人性的单纯，胆小，爱情和期待等等。同时它也包含了为人父母的伟大和牺牲。

如果，你还没进场就对它抱有很高的期望，那你就不用去看了。因为，它需要的是观众单纯的心。那样，你更能体会个中的不平凡。它要的不是一个从头到尾只在批评的观众。它只需要你安安静静的，把你接下来的100分钟投入给它，那你得到的或许会比你想象的更多。它会在你不经意时让你开心大笑，也可以在你毫无准备下让你眼泪打滚。这就是它给我的。

阿牛，陈庆祥。戏里的男主角，BOTAK。这是他自导自演，同时剧本也是他耗时几年的作品。他喜欢打架鱼。还为她偷偷的画了一幅画。那画还因为他妹妹偷偷送去参加比赛而得奖。

*credits to original uploader as stated in pic*

李心洁。女主角。打架鱼。她给我的感觉终于不是安安静静的。也许我并没有把她的作品全看完，不过只要我看过的，都是不一样的安静。看来她演安静演的很好噢~！戏里的她，从小没有爸爸。一直以为妈妈是不爱爸爸的。后来的是故事如何发展，自己去看吧！

*credits to original uploader as stated in pic*

再来让我很惊讶的是陈美娥。打架鱼的妈妈。记得小时候看过她的戏。那时的她还算青涩吧？不过演技是盖不得的。哈哈！让我有吓到的是她和打架鱼的吵架戏和她的哭戏。他们的吵架，气氛的紧绷，语言的对骂，脸上的表情，肢体的碰触，等等都让我在那几分钟不敢大声呼吸。如同我好像在现场一样，不知如何是好。*是你太入戏了啦！！*

*credits to original uploader*

接下来的几位；
曹格。马麟帆。一个很爱找打架鱼斗打架鱼的痞子。每次的开场白：我马麟帆今天再输的话，我切掉~！但是，他每次还是输 ==||

梁静如。马丽冰。外号Barley冰。马林凡的妹妹。没有台词。一天到晚拿着一包barley冰。不过从她那大大的眼睛和有点夸张的肢体动作不难知道她的想法和目的。‘偷偷’ 的喜欢BOTAK。

品冠。白马王子。小时候却是被黑炭弄得全身黑嗒嗒的黑人。歌唱得不错。不过每次都没胆去面试。

林静苗。肥妹。BOTAK的妹妹。花痴一名。最喜欢白马王子了。让我笑爆的有两场。1：她自以为化的很漂亮的妆 2：差点被印度老的motor撞到的对白。

*credits to offical Ais Kacang Puppy Love's facebook*

故事简介请参考这里。。我懒得写 :p

由于本人一直拖着没写，很多细节都给我忘的７７８８了。。

只能说，整部戏给我的感觉很好。。风景拍的很有感觉。复古味道的建筑物。人物鲜明的性格。

还有，我个人最爱的一场就是打架鱼和ＢＯＴＡＫ在湖边桥梁悠闲的对谈。谈着各自的未来，想法，家庭等。那一幕的湖，他们两人的身影，湖水上的倒影和背景音乐（纯文艺恋爱）适时的响起，好美丽，好融洽。同时又有一种淡淡的伤感。

我应该会重看。。原因？！好看咯～！还用讲的　ＸＤＤＤ

ps: completed on 5th May 2010

天气：蓝天，微风
心情：忘了。。。。。。:p

one of my likey quotes...

2010-03-20T23:50:00.004+08:00

Life is a game, play it!

Life is too precious, do not destroy it.

by Mother Theresa.

And this is why i often do things impulsively...because the results are always unexpected^^

regardless for better or worse because somehow it makes you grow in a way.

plus, you get do it now as you are young and do not have much burden on your shoulders yet.

just like how i wanted to watch a movie suddenly and so i will~

alone or not, it does not matter.

what matters is, i get to watch a movie that i wanted to watch.

*very lame example, but you know...*

or maybe another example.

you keep delaying a plan of getting a diving licence.

due to many many external and internal reasons like not enough budget, no time, i want to find friends to go together...

then, time flies. when you realize that you have the time, the money and some friends that would join you... you probably already lost your passion or your physical fitness does not allow you to do so.

see~ this is where timing too plays an important role in deciding choices.

when it's gone, it's gone.

Perfect timing comes only once.

Feelings: not bad. beside the fact of lameness haha!
Weather: steamingly hot~~~!

songs to share...^^

2010-03-07T23:51:00.002+08:00

enjoy!!!^^

0.0

2010-02-26T14:04:00.002+08:00

wah sei~！

又一次的超久没更新哈哈！没人看，还好啦~

要说我的生活过的如何嘛。。。其实也都还好，平平安安，身体健康^^

偶尔出去和朋友聚餐，看电影和玩乐；大学生活过的有一点闷。。

其余的都还在可以接受范围内。

总的来说，没有什么事把我弄垮。

*虽然我还满想的 xp 我的热情都死光光了*

我需要excitement！！

eh，再过个两天，就可以知道去不去得成美国了！yippee！！！

到时候再跟你们聊~

多愁善感

2010-01-07T20:53:00.004+08:00

今天驾车时，看到了一摩托车载着牛和羊奶的铝桶。

突然心里揪一下，有点痛，眼睛有点湿湿的。

想起了我公公，他为我煮的鲜羊奶。

里面还参杂着几片姜，为了去腥，更好喝，也对女生比较好。

还记得，只有我会要求喝羊奶。所以每次只能煮那么一点点，很麻烦！

而且还是我指定要公公煮，因为感觉特好喝。

不知不觉，他走了接近三年了。

我也应该找不到一摸一样味道的羊奶了。

因为，我公公煮的，除了羊奶和姜片，还包含了他对我的溺爱。

很想念他偶尔在家里大声地唱着老歌的声音。

很爱叫我一起吃饭的时候。

有事没事给我讲一堆人生道理。

我很想很想很想他。。。。。。

last day of 2009, 31st December

2009-12-31T14:52:00.002+08:00

i seldom update i know...

and thats why i'm trying yo put something down here on the very last day of 2009..

just to say hi!

haha!

hope a very great year awaiting ahead of us and just grab whatever that we wish for^^

i just can't help it~

2009-11-26T21:54:00.004+08:00

friends who know me well they know how much i love kids...

whenever i see cute toddlers or little bummy walking kids, my eyes are like glued to them...

it takes some time for me to get me eyes off them haha!

sometimes it comes to a worse case that i could totally ignore what my friends were saying or doing @@

c'mon people! i just can't help it XDDDD

i want to share this gif with you guys...

plus plus, i did the gif meself ooh~ *feel proud*

i just can't forget this little boy smile lahhhh~~

this is from a taiwan idol drama name 'Autumn Concerto' aka 'Next Stop, Happiness' aka '下一站，幸福'

super duper sneaky cheeky smile *faint*

weather: hot sun after many days of rain.. *phew* but i kindda miss the rainy days XP
feelings: nervous... *danged*

ps: need look for my 'feel' to do the report!!! die dee!!!

过雨云烟

2009-10-28T23:39:00.002+08:00

很多时候，我们都会被眼前的事情给骗了。

有好的和坏的。

由于人的基本想法从出生就是比较偏好希望，

所以，无论事情是多么的失败，

我们还是希望有转机。

就因为它，我们才有活下去的能量。

过雨云烟后，就是雨过天晴了。

能不能享受那清凉的风吹，欣赏五颜六色的天空，听耳边传来的鸟鸣声

就要看每个人的生存意志与斗志了。

加油吧大家！

天气：下雨的午后。。微冷的风
心情：没什么特别

生活小事3

2009-10-25T02:05:00.000+08:00

刚才晚餐时，

很少会和我们姐弟妹说教的老爸

很正经的我们分享了他朋友的孩子的问题。

他说我们玩的〈面子书〉和 MSN 都要很小心

不要随便和陌生人线上交谈或约出来见面。

还有交朋友要小心，远离闹事的同学

之类的。。

问题发生了！

我们一向都没闹过什么大事件啊

最了不起就属我发生一些车祸和一件不为人知的秘密

我弟弟妹妹也没有闹过什么啊~

可感觉老爸他很象在说我们有这方面的困扰

听得我和弟妹三个头两各个大

*blur blur*

可能是因为他极少提起这些事，

所以，让我们听得混身不自在，参杂着一点点的小尴尬。

不过还好，话题在送上螃蟹时刻终止了。

*phew*

要不然不知道要听多久呢~~~

ps：最近婆婆又在我们家住，我有得改变生活习惯了@@

天气：不清楚（窝在家里）
心情：想着怎样写那一堆报告 ><

i just realized...

2009-10-23T04:21:00.004+08:00

hmm...

i found out that i did not really get hugs from people

or i go offer hugs

you know,...

those sincerely tightly closely hugs

no one really offer me hugs (except my NS gang and very few friends)

not even after knowing that them or i was having some hard time

well, i suppose we asian are generally more shy

we don't really show our care into actions

even though we know that the person is having some hard time

we might just show that we are acknowledge but do not know how to react

we just show that 'we know what you are havin.. so just try to get over it' attitude

*maybe*

or... you don't really hug them because you were rejected by them

not once but a few times.

eventually, you will not have the feeling to hug that person anymore

cause you know that you'll get rejected anyhow

since i already knew that my hugs are goin to be rejected

what for i offer and then suffer the embarassment??

but still... ><

weather: shinning hot
feelings: want to go 'cheong k'

takin public buses..

2009-10-20T22:20:00.003+08:00

i like the feeling of taking bus...

unconsiously...

you can actually see many things during the journey

cute little brads, clumsy youngsters, slow walking old people or people giving seats...

all these are happening randomly in my daily public bus life.

i often get attracted by little cute toddlers, my eyes are then hardly away from them.

i love seeing them trying to get away from their parents and wanted to stand on their own.

they find it so fun and anxious taking the bus while most people find it boring.

we often let the boringness takes over us even before the stepping into the bus.

the mindset of 'sigh~ public buses are a waste of time'

but, if you see it in different view, they actually help many people who can't afford a car to get to their destinations.

foreigners need save money so that they could send back to their respective countries.

same goes to the students that are studying abroad.

office workers who are just started their working life; people who are struggling for life and more.

one just need to pay more attention to the surroundings to get better thinkings of what you have now.

i suddenly have the feelings that, taking buses to college make me more like a student.

driving is just a choice to make.

while i chose to drive when i have to^^

weather: hot, hopefully it'll rain later
feelings: bright green

just thinkin~

2009-10-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

i need more allies, not enemies

but it seems difficult

i just somehow ended up fighting alone

fighting is good when you have someone to share with

even though you know you are not winning.

weather: humid
feelings: disgusted

心情不好

2009-10-09T20:59:00.002+08:00

我忍。。忍着。。。

不要发脾气。

走进房间，

戴上耳机，开到最大声

听着一系列的rock歌

想让自己的心情好一点。

可是，越听越糟，越低落。

心情还是那么不好。

有时，真的很想把自己封闭起来。

感觉那样就会简单很多。

天气：雨
心情：无处可发的暴风

dang'ed!!!!

2009-10-09T14:51:00.002+08:00

why there's always happened to have quizzes when i decided no to go to classes??

haiz...

feeling so danged!

arrgggghhhh!

weather: cloudy
feelings: so dang!!!

a gathering...

2009-10-03T01:12:00.001+08:00

recently, my mom had a gathering with her old friends from high school and maybe primary school *i think* cause she didn't say much to us... i knew she had the gathering dinner when she asked me to help her to email the pictures to them@@ great huh?! and an old friend of hers who came to my house and realized that she is also staying in BU area... for years too@@ what an co-incident!

after 30 years (nearly) of not contacting and seeing each other... can you imgine? the shock and excitement that bring when the moment you see each other after such a loooooonng period?

friends that you were hanging out with; skipping classes together; doing silly things; getting caught by teachers; meeting your secret crushes or your puppy lovers; it could be thrilling and at the same time exciting right?

firstly, the physical changes that everyone had. guys from 6 pack to all-in-one. girls from young looks to mother looks. then, the attitudes that they were having during school time. those that were very naughty and irresponsible are having a very lovely family which could make you drop jaw. the girls turned women are too having cute kids *eventhough maybe grown up dee, but still* the way they all talk are now more into family matters if married. if has not, then it would work matters.

lastly, the closeness among them. from the way my mom chat with the friend that who came my house, i could sense that they are still having a certain degree of closeness between them. well, not those the close-close kind but not the awkward kind too. they can talk like normal friends, sharing stories about family and life. it was quite uneasy for me to kind of listen to their conversation as i was helping my brother with his school stuff. I was not listening to them, but the living room is just that big, so i still could hear some :p

and that was the time when i was thinking, how are my friends going to look like after 30 years? they would definately different from now. *i want cute babies haha!* and i was just curious how many of us are able to meet up in the future? regardless of the closeness of each friends. or i shall say, willing to take up the excitement to meet the old friends?

because sometimes, i mean even now, maybe only once in a year thing, they like to make sure the gathering will have someone they are familiar with, which i too understand their feelings but, the problem is, why don't make the gathering as a new start of friendship. that might make the gathering a surprise for you because you don't go for a dinner for the sake of meeting only the same old persons right? you join the dinner because the organizer made the efford to gather them. you might meet the same people all the time and that could be the time you can deeper the friendship with the others which you were not close with. you never know that he/she could be your new good friends.

okay, i shall stop crapping. i don't think i have the right to comment that much as i did not organize a meet up ages. haiz. the common reason to use? BUSY.

ps: am anticipating the NS meet up for this coming sunday! :) miss their faces and voices. and most importantly the warmly and tightly hugs (^-^) *i love hugssss* hopefully the closeness among us is still there because we did not meet ever since 2 years back. and try to get some pics taken and share with you guys!

weather: hottiness
feelings: boringness

一些小感想

2009-09-22T01:38:00.001+08:00

同一个时空，同时住着两个世界的人;

同一个身体，也有着两个世界的思想;

人很矛盾，很迷失，很空洞，很脆弱;

像走在细瘦的钢丝，每一步都有着非一般的风险。

不过，也可以比别人坚强，屹立不倒；

心思细腻，宽宏大量，坚定不移。

其实人的目标很简单，很有趣；

要的，只是每一天对得起自己。

天气：下着点点雨滴，徐风阵阵
心情：黑与白里，参着一点点的蓝与红

do you know?

2009-09-08T04:37:00.001+08:00

do you realise that the closer you are with a person, regardless of gender and not blood related...

it's harder to show the true feelings of yourself??

why??

because you don't want to hurt him/her...

you love him/her

it's just difficult to tell the truth

or it's because you're scare that person will laugh at you

well, maybe he/she is not that close enough for you to open up

sometimes, it's just you think that person is close enough, but he/she is not.

weather: can't feel anything yet
feeling: not sleepy

don't make me angry

2009-09-05T22:30:00.000+08:00

don't make me angry

as once i classified you as stranger

you'll never like what i do

生活小事 2

2009-09-01T16:52:00.002+08:00

终于，又开始了新的学期。

可本小姐还是很‘早’才睡，导致上课迟到。

在听课时还在那拼了老命的在打瞌睡。

然后，休息时孤零零的去吃东西。

再孤零零的走回班。

今天的5个小时的课都上得很孤零零。

因为，我不想和任何人有接触。开始话题。

今天的我，没那个心情。

几乎每次都是我启开话题，很累。

今天的孤零零的感觉其实我还蛮享受的。

你可以不必等人。不需要为了他人感受而想如何开口。

自己爱去哪就去哪。不用为了别人而改变。

有很多的时间让你去看看身边的环境。

不过，如果这样的日子持续长时间，人会变得自闭。

还可能脾气暴躁，因为不懂得如何与他人相处。

变得很自我为中心。会自己篇故事。

然后却怪别人不懂你。

不知道你在想什么。不去试着了解你。

妈的！你不说出来鬼懂你啊！

*虽然，本小姐也还蛮希望有人可以知道我的想法。不必多，偶尔就好了*

咳。。。

天气：雨，阴凉
心情：没有

the last clip by yasmin ahmad.

2009-08-21T09:27:00.002+08:00

and i'm wondering is there anyone will be like yasmin ahmad? i really love her ways of seeing malaysia. perhaps, in our deep inside, we do want to give our friendly hands to them but due the circumstances and family's issues, we can't.

but, i'm seeing improvement in the younger generation. my younger siblings, are having some good friends which are other races. it takes time, everything takes time.

weather: ..
feeling: ..

生活小事 1

2009-08-17T23:02:00.000+08:00

每个早上的我，很自然就把laptop给开了后才去梳洗。

*应该是假期的关系吧？！所以生活重点都在laptop里*

也终于去了银行开了一个户口。。是为了要申请贷款用的。。

然后，去吃了让我想念了好多天的泡菜汤。可是，吃了几口后才发现，我并没有想象中那么的想它。

*photo credit to original uploader

人嘛。。。就是要得到了才会明白其实那样东西并没有你想得那么想要它。可是，在想念它的过程时又要生要死的。

*犯贱咯*

傍晚时分，天气很好。加上昨晚没什么睡好，所以我就去睡一下下。

那是一个很甜的睡眠因为没人来吵我，也或许我有点累吧？

精神受损，身体不好，空气肮脏，人心难测。。咳~~

天气：很好，阴
心情：没什么特别

奇怪。。

2009-08-10T23:11:00.003+08:00

刚刚，傍晚6-7点时，不知道为什么，很想打篮球，一个我曾经很爱的运动。结果，我真的把篮球给找出来。还很费力气的把球给‘加风’了（过程自动省略）。不过，却因为雨时下时停，就只好在家门外练拍球。拍着拍着，慢慢的把我的小学记忆找回来了。虽然不多也很模糊，但至少记忆和一些些画面还是在的。

篮球，它在我小学时期占的比数很大。几乎每天放学后就往篮球场跑。就在哪里，我和队友不分你我的在球场上开始了我们应有的篮球例行练习。大家排好后就跑，来回的跑，来回的传球，来回的上篮，来回的练习。直到教练满意才可以休息一下下。然后，身上的汗滴就像关不紧水喉，澎湃而下。那种感觉很爽！日复一日，我的这一身褐色肤色就是在那时候晒出来的。就连我妈妈，家人和朋友都很喜欢取笑我这假印度，有时还会假装不认识我呢！哈哈！也许是我的天份不够，身高或许也不达标准，再加上后天练习也带有一点点玩世不恭的态度，所以个人成绩不是很好所以没被选进洲手。怪伤心的。

然后。。。

如果告诉你我对我的小学篮球生涯记忆就只有这些，你们会相信吗？连我自己也觉得不可思议。原来，一件事情在经过了时间的洗礼后，会变得那么的不重要。记得的只是大概，细小的就忘了。可是，这要也要看个人吧？有的人，注重细节的就会记得。那么只把大概记住的，是不是很没心肝？

为什么今天突然想打篮球？我也不知道。其实，人有时候会有那么一刻的热情与冲动想去做一些事物或吃某些食物。而我，就在那一刻很想打篮球。原因是啥，并不想去追究。也许是我潜意识里有着某些的不满或身体在给我警告，因为太久没运动了XD

天气：倾盆大雨
心情：紫青色，模模糊糊。。

why???!!!

2009-08-06T00:15:00.001+08:00

why can't i express my points??? i can't tell others what am i thinking!!!!!

i can't explain the twists of the story!!!!!

i dunno how to let others understand my ways of thinking!!!!

ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

i can understand what they are trying to tell me.

but why no one try to understand me???!!!!!!!

DAMN!

*送给一个朋友的。

愛是不夜城回憶像星辰
熱淚越沸騰我越感覺有點冷
變了心的人越想越傷人
苦坐到清晨陽光替房間開了燈

想若結局一樣又何苦再想
想若讓人成長我為什么怕分手的傷

解脫是肯承認這是個錯
我不應該還不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好過
解脫是懂擦干淚看以后
找個新方向往前走
這世界遼闊我總會實現一個夢

想若結局一樣又何苦再想
想若讓人成長我為什么怕分手的傷

解脫是肯承認這是個錯
我不應該還不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好過

心里有一種渴望勇敢的念頭
不要愛我的人再擔心我

解脫是肯承認這是個錯
我不應該還不放手
你有自由走我有自由好好過
解脫是懂擦干淚看以后
找個新方向往前走
這世界遼闊我總會實現一個夢

weather: coolly
feelings: frustrated

a cute clip^^

2009-08-03T12:18:00.003+08:00

after watchin it, i actually had a little tears in my eyes.

i don't know why but it was just so touching.

to have a group of friends that are sporting enough to dance that.

to have a group of friends to share the happy moments.

to have a group of friends to help to ease the pain.

it is just simply a great thing to have those friends around you.

p/s: i hav no idea why am i writing these. i suppose it was due to the clip.

weather: still the hastiness
feelings: hungry. i want MEAT!!! haha!

just wondering...

2009-07-30T01:15:00.004+08:00

do my friends know me?

as in knowing my favourite foods or drinks.

as in knowing how is my reaction when i'm hurt.

as in knowing what is my best channel to release my anger.

as in knowing where is my favourite spot in a cinema.

as in knowing who are my favourite singer/actor/actress.

as in knowing what is my target of life.

as in knowing what i actually want to do for my free time.

as in knowing which is my all-time favourite movie.

as in knowing what am i thinking without telling, sometimes.

as in knowing that i'm quite a serious person at times.

as in knowing that i like to drink to celebrate happy time.

as in knowing i do not like to be waken up during my sleep.

as in knowing that i too will have bad moods.

as in knowing that i will also show temper.

as in knowing i'll tell what am i facing when i want to tell.

as in knowing i do not like to be pushed.

as in knowing i do not like to be ordered repeatedly.

as in knowing i act to not become meself once in a while.

as in knowing that i will too lock meself from getting contacted.

as in knowing i do not like people who are too calculative.

as in knowing my preferences in dressing.

as in knowing i do talk to meself.

as in knowing that i would really make meself avai. for you if possible.

as in knowing i do lie sometimes, for good or bad.

as in knowing that i do dreams too.

as in knowing my jokes are not for fun.

as in knowing i scare of cockroaches.

as in knowing i do have my low self-esteem at times.

so, don't ever say you know me well if you know nothing at all.

friends don't oblige to tell you every single thing.

you have to observe.

weather: water+hotness
feelings: brownish+dark blue

2009-07-24T23:29:00.003+08:00

快呼吸不了了

谁来救我？

猛然回头

它

就在，眼前

只要

我再努力一点点

可是

我很需要帮助

天气：爆热
心情：灰灰蓝蓝

新的习惯

2009-07-23T00:57:00.004+08:00

我家最近的新宠物，藤木吊式摇篮。 ^^

就吊在我家外面。

现在，每个人好像都喜欢在摇篮坐一下下，摇一摇。

有事没事，心情好心情坏，讲电话，谈天，发呆，等等。

就连我爸偶尔也会坐在那吸烟。

大家，在不知不觉下养成了新习惯。

天气：欧式秋天
心情：晚上糖分过高导致精神失控，sugar rush*

Disappering

2009-07-21T00:13:00.001+08:00

one day, if i'm disappered, will you notice me?

sometimes, we just need someone to acknowledge our existence.

an eye contact,a hug, a smile, a hi, a short message.

just to tell that someone that you are acknowledged.

you are there. you are alive.

weather: hastey
feelings: blurrey

reality

2009-06-29T01:52:00.002+08:00

could we run away from the reality when it's too painful to be beared?

away from it forever? like it never happens?

sorry folks, that's the REALITY. we can't.

we might escape from it for some times, but eventually we still have to face it.

they'll come back and hunt us at times where you are least expecting it.

no matter how hurt it is for you, how unbearable the facts are,

we still have to face it.

by hook by crook, reality is where we live in.

so, bear with it.

weather: slimey hot
feelings: too much dramas..

a clip to share... NICE~

2009-06-25T03:40:00.000+08:00

深入的了解，在分开之后

2009-04-14T23:16:00.011+08:00

很多时候，我们都以为很了解对方。不管他们是谁，亲人，朋友，另一半。

外表的假象往往胜过于日后的了解。

人，都是视觉动物。

不管对对方是多么的了解，还是会相信眼前所看到的。

看她常买红色系的东西，以为她喜欢红色，却发现原来是蓝色并不适合她。

常和她去中式餐厅吃饭，以为她喜欢中餐，过后才知道她在为你钱包着想。

没听他提起过任何电影爱情故事，以为他讨厌文艺片，却发现原来他是没朋友可以分享看后感言。

没看过他替家人买东西和做家事，以为他讨厌做家事，过后才知道原来是他妈妈从来没让他帮忙。

以为他/她喜欢呆在家，却不知道是没有朋友可以约。

以为他/她喜欢吃点品，却不晓得那是为了讨好对方。

以为他/她会不喜欢你买的礼物，其实他/她都当宝一样的收起来。

以为他/她会不喜欢你偶尔的简讯，其实他/她都有尽量的存起来。

以为他/她的安静是无奈生气，原来那不过是想好好的看看和听听对方的声音。

以为他/她的脾气是无理取闹，原来那只是他/她对对方的关心和特有的撒娇。

不知道，他/她最喜欢吃的水果，饮料，甜品。

不理解，他/她收集的玩具，杯子，玻璃瓶子。

不明白，他/她对拼图，说故事的热情哪里来。

人与人的相处就是那么复杂。不管多么亲密，还是会有不知道的一面。

人，永远都是独立个体。团体，群体，大家，都是从很多的独立个体组成的。

所以，A是不可能100%了解G的。

当误会发生了，就最好摊开来讲，不然，一段好好的关系就会没了。

天气：。。。
心情：很没头绪

2009-03-28T01:39:00.002+08:00

nia chicken!!!

没事车子无端端被亲了！！！麻烦！！！

haiz...好在那auntie承认是她的错，不然我一定和她吵到底。。。

2009-02-27T04:44:00.003+08:00

to my dear friends...(geli lahhh haha!)

thanks people!

special thanks to (according to appearance)

-jojo
-bibi
-mayyee
-chean voon and felicia (i was really surprised)
-shin yee too

received messages from some rare friends..*bit shocked*
happy happy, even though they might have reminder to remind them,
yet they still bother to message me ^^ thanks peeps!

ooh, i just realized that the pressie that i received are all very the lady @@
why harr?? am i so the tomboy?? but very convenient in moving worr..
seldom wear only 珍贵 mahh...haha!:p
so far no pics to show/share yet... hopefully jojo will give me bahh~~

hugss and kisses...
i forgot to give you girls just now -_- my bad~

weather: rainny and windy
feelings: sleepy and hot

2009-02-18T22:45:00.003+08:00

'Thanks God the world is unfair. If it is fair, everyone will be getting the same and hence you will not be getting what you have today.'

Above was said by my lecturer some classes ago. I found it quite true and meaningful. We should be grateful of what we have now instead of what we are looking/hunger for what we do not have. And to see things in the different perspectives. Putting yourself into different shoes and feel it.

There are people who capable in earning lots of money with good ways in a short time. There are people who are earning less but by saving it, they eventually will have lots of money but in much longer time. There are some getting money by using all kinds of dirty ways or illegal stuffs. Also, the smartests are, using both good and bad methods. It is beacuse you will have both legal and illegal 'friends' to help you when you are in troubles. No matter personally or officially. Incredible huh?!

It is good that people are greedy for better lifestyle, higher status or more power. But do keep in mind that do not lose your ability of judging the good and the bad. Losing the humanity/moral in you is the worst in the worse. Most people will lose themselves when they are facing all kinds of temptation (perhaps I will in the future). Sad case. NO man is perfect.

I don't know why I feel the quote are related to what I said but I just somehow think they are related. I'm no good in expressing thoughts anyway. People seldom listen to me. I seldom talk then. I learned how to listen and learn from it after that. Sad? No. Because it is not easy to learn from listening. I still get to talk sometimes.

Weather: bit cool, a little rain.
Feelings: not so bad.

2009-02-14T19:11:00.006+08:00

i wanna feel good like him~~

damn!!! emo'ing

ooh...will not make calls that last over one minute..wanna save money money (actually is to save meself from getting nag nag from mom). so msg me bah~~ i'll find ways to stuuufff words into one or two messages. *pray hard not to call*

ps: i've changed my maple character's hair...he's handsome now *woo* but sometimes i can't find him cuz still not used to the new look of him yet *dang*

2009-02-14T00:21:00.003+08:00

Happy Valentine♥!!!~~

Do you know who's the smartest in a laboratory??

highlight below
thermometer..

why? because it has the highest degree -__-!!

weather: hot hot hot~
feelings: wallet broke

2009-02-11T23:04:00.002+08:00

发现。。。

牙齿或牙龈动了‘手术’后，

不能开车。

因为，很痛很痛

痛得想杀人，撞车。。。

好让那个痛没那么痛

天气：还是那么热
心情：牙龈很痛

2009-02-10T22:14:00.001+08:00

“大喜事” 比 “家有喜事” 好看。。。

虽然古天乐很可爱。。。

天气：闷热
心情：就这样

2009-01-14T21:55:00.003+08:00

心计。。心计。。心计

用心想出来的计划。。

人一旦很用心的计划一些 ‘events’ 时，就会

很。。。狠，狼，没人性，贱格，卑鄙，无耻，下流

把人性的丑陋表露无遗。

不过，好看！！！

人嘛。。。就是爱作贱自己。。。

专门看些让心跳一百的戏，外加，超没营养

==

ps：珠光宝气，让我又爱又恨啊！！~~

2009-01-14T02:35:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

shouting SILENTLY in the middle of the night

after watching 16 episodes of Gem of Life...

><

complicated.... but NICE ^^

too bad i need to stop right now... if not i'll die of heart attack *very soon*

cuz based on my watching speed now, i watched 16 episodes in a day

*with very little fast forwarding*

-0-

i don't think the drama will end when i finish watching the episodes i have now

which means i'll need to 'chase' the drama everyday...

eventually it leads to my heart attack and *arghhhhhhh*

*dies*

ps: 珠光宝气好看！！！不过要有很强的心脏，不然很容易心脏病发作 -.-''

2009-01-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

i hate people calling me stupid!!!!

especially when they know NOTHING!!!!

damn!!!!

2008-12-31T17:09:00.003+08:00

..2008..

的最后一天

让我送给你们从没见过的我

可能会很好笑

因为我也不知道为什么我会摆那样的pose

@@

eiko，谢谢你哦~ 特地call我和给我多信心。。

也谢谢你啦amane！要不是你的生日和‘强迫’，我也不会买

还有momo！你可是第一个看我穿裙的密友哦 :p

虽然你一直骂：为什么要怕？

可是也一直在给我信心^^

好爱你们噢！

祝大家有个美好的2009！！

。。2008。。

我虽然过得很平凡和一些些的危机，可是，我很快乐

ps：裙子很漂亮，可是，我还是没胆常穿

2008-12-26T09:59:00.003+08:00

missing is sick.

missing someone is even sicker.

i miss my grandpa.

i miss his laughers.

i miss his lectures.

i miss his appearance.

i miss him walking around my house singing chinese oldies.

i miss him asking me to watch discovery channel with him.

i miss him keep calling me for meals.

i miss him asking me go out with him whenever he goes.

i miss the way he calls my name.

i so miss him now, suddenly.

2008-12-23T17:07:00.002+08:00

证人

好久没看到好看的香港片了。。。

不错，我喜欢~

那小孩好漂亮，好可爱哦~~

小孩的妈妈 -- 张静初也很美呢！

d(^^)b

她好像和妈妈的角色很有缘哦。。

第二次看她饰演母亲的戏了

ps：谢霆锋的哭戏有点搞笑。。哈哈！

天气：闷热
心情：情绪波动不大。。。还ok啦！

2008-12-18T15:47:00.002+08:00

accident again...

*nothing serious but i was alone*

thanks god she's a lady... if man then die

no one asked how was i when i called...

i know i called means i had nothing serious

but what if i hit on people??

damn!!!!

i do not want accidents ok??!!

i called was to seek some comforts and not accusation!

so don't ask me why i always go bang people!!!

i did not ask for it!!!

among all the people i called were kindda scolding me...

watta @@

there was one did ask me how was i when i called her to ask for her trustable garage

great~

but she's in kuantan enjoying her hols...

weather: gloomey
feelings: double gloomey

2008-12-10T18:27:00.003+08:00

mason moon~~~

i love him~!!!!

click links to see more of his cutieness...

he's so adorable!!!!!!!!!

pic1 pic2 pic3

of cuz u can explore more of him wif the link i posted

enjoy!

*i must look for an ang moh liao haha!!!*

weather: rainnie days
feelings: purplish green...

2008-12-03T22:00:00.006+08:00

BABY and ME

i picked this movie mostly because of the baby at first...

but after the movie...the baby is still my fav! haha!

*of cuz there are others characters that are shinning*

it was a nice movie if u ask me...

it has a very cute babysitter~

and of cuz a superb cute baby boy too..!!

watching two cuties are just enjoyable man!

the plot of the story not bad too.

warn u guys...the baby do know how to act 0.0

his face expressions were just flawless..hoho..

i'm not sure is he the baby matthew...but they did look alike...

*edit: he's not matthew...he's mason*

also, this movie does have some messages to pass around...

u watch it and find out yourself...!~

weather: dry hot
feelings: half half

2008-12-01T16:54:00.001+08:00

I WANNA BANG HEAD!!!!

BANG BANG BANG!!!

damn it!!!

2008-11-27T20:10:00.002+08:00

七种对不起, 一生的爱与恨

男孩和女孩从小就认识, 青梅竹马.
男孩经常约女孩到河边捉虾.
男孩每次都是满载而归,女孩却两手空空.
女孩含着眼泪,独自一个人回家,闷闷不乐.
男孩敲女孩的门,女孩见了男孩,扭头就走.
男孩追上前对女孩说“对不起.我把你的虾捉走了.我把它们养在小鱼缸里送给你”
女孩会心的笑了，男孩跟女孩都各自的成长着。
---纯纯的 “对不起”

男孩经常戏弄女孩，直至逗到女孩哭为止，然后又去逗她笑。男孩经常偷偷的拔掉女孩自行车的气门芯，喜欢躲在远处看着女孩发牢骚
然后女孩拨通男孩的手机破口大骂他的小贼行为.
委屈的对女孩说“对不起，我错了。”
女孩警告他下次不许那样，男孩点头同意了
那时他们每天都充满笑容。
---“对不起” 的快乐

毕业后，男孩和女孩都有了彼此的工作。 :心情网,尽力为你营造最完美的网络好心情
终于他们有了第一次吵架。
冷战一段时间后还是女孩主动提出和好。
之后的每次争吵都是女孩先妥协。
那年女孩生日，男孩承诺要给女孩一个浪漫的生日。
生日那天女孩精心打扮
等着男孩为自己庆祝，一直等到凌晨女孩睡去了。
女孩醒来满脸挂着泪痕。
男孩见到女孩。心疼的为女孩拭去眼角的泪痕
“对不起，嫁给我好吗？”男孩拿出了一枚戒指。
---“对不起” 也是一种承诺

婚后男孩事业有成蒸蒸日上
女孩改成专职太太每天为男孩准备好饭菜。
女孩经常买些小虾放在鱼缸里养
男孩问为什么，女孩会心的笑了
渐渐的男孩的应酬多了。
慢慢的女孩发现男孩每次回家都带着不同香水的味道。
女孩很明白，但每次开口都被男孩说应酬太多搪塞。
女孩抱着枕头看着韩剧，伤心的泪水再次滑落
以后男孩回来身上只有一种香水的味道。
女孩从来不问，男孩依旧说“对不起，我今天又应酬去了。”
---“对不起” 谎言的开始

渐渐的男孩开始不回家了
女孩开始变得颓废，每天都去商场买些泡面和一些必要的用品
然后把自己关在家里不出门，女孩感到莫名的孤独
女孩拿起电话问男孩什么时候回家
男孩总是仓促的说“对不起，我太忙了。”
女孩感到失落无奈的挂断电话。
从那以后女孩再也没有问过男孩什么时候回家。
---“对不起” 只是个敷衍的方式

女孩决定不再颓废，开始学会打扮自己
女孩认为男孩不回家是因为看腻了她
女孩心血来潮，按着地址找到男孩工作的地方
女孩第一次来，也是唯一的一次
女孩绕过长长的走廊来到男孩的办公室
轻轻的推开门，女孩愣住了.......
眼前的一切无法超出女孩的想像.
眼前的男孩不是他的丈夫
也不是那个经常弄坏她自行车的贼小子
更不是那个把虾放在鱼缸里的小男孩
而是一个正在与别的女人亲密..仿佛一个饿极的野兽.....
许久,男孩看见了女孩显得惊慌失措.
女孩头也不回的离开,男孩飞奔出去追着女孩.
那晚大雨袭击了整个城市.
女孩不顾男孩的嘶喊
“对不起，我还是爱你的。对不起我真的只爱你。”
可女孩始终没有听见
---这样的“对不起” 太伤人

从那天起，男孩始终没有找到女孩
男孩开始变得堕落无心工作
满脑子都是女孩的身影
男孩终日守着电话机
手机24小时不关机
男孩怕错过女孩的电话

半年后
男孩收到快递送来的盒子
里面都是虾的标本有的在树叶边休息，有的躲在水草里旁边放了一封信
我始终没有勇气再见到你，可能是我太懦弱，也或许是我根本不想见到你，我想这些日子你应该过的没什么两样吧，我很好，我学会了离开你怎么让自己存活，我懂得了怎样赚钱养活自己，而不用每天等着你回家，为你烧一桌热腾腾的饭菜，直到凉了也不见你的人，我的手机已经不用了，因为我已经不会再为你24小时的不关机，让自己饱受辐射的折磨。我懂得怎样去爱惜自己，珍惜自己的本来应该美好的生活。我想，我是可以忘记怎么去爱你的，因为你把我的爱弄得遍地麟伤。
离婚协议书，就压在鱼缸的底下，你签完字，按照地址给我寄过来就行了。
对不起，我想我是真的累了。”
原来“对不起”也是种结束、...

(credit to whoever wrote this...found this in the net)

天气：下雨
心情：有点复杂

2008-11-26T11:44:00.002+08:00

hihi people! been quite busy lately so did not update much

*u did not update AT ALL! stud!*

opps...~ haha!

i don't really know what i was busy with 0.0

perhaps was watching all kinds of dramas...from taiwanese to korean to US (Criminal Minds ^o^)

also movies... not many but still...

going out with friends...same old ones...haiz....

i'm planning to do some outdoor chilling after my final in foundation

*hopefully can get to degree next year*

anyone interested??

weather: raining occassionally...not bad
feeling: not bad...except the fact that i'm broke T_T

red n swollen eyes...

2008-10-24T20:18:00.002+08:00

it's my turn to suffer...

dunno how my mom got this red eyes thingy...

den my bro got it...during his PMR summore ><

now it's my turn...sad case T-T

why it comes to attack me when i need to rush FOUR assignments??

*not due'ing at the same week, but still...*

damn!!

i need some superb eye drops that can heal my eyes with oni A DROP on each...

please...get away from me fast!!!!

i want back my black n white eye balls instead of red and blurry black...@@

ps: my eyes are kindda tearing when i type this...cuz facing com and teevee is a big NO NO for this period...

weather: raining season...kinda cool and windy
feelings: irritating eyes

2008-10-07T00:07:00.002+08:00

妈妈问我。。阿露，你心情不好是会做什么？

我说。。听歌。。可是要开的很大声的那种，不一定是快歌但是要自己喜欢的。。

妈妈再问。。然后呢？？还有吗？？

我说。。就那样啊。。再不然就找朋友出去走走吧。。

妈妈。。然后就会感觉好一点吗？

我。。嗯。。至少我会。。

。。。。。。可我心里想着。。。。。。

。。大人的世界好复杂。。

。。。我们就算知道一些些东西，可是也知道应不应该问和说。。。

。。。。因为那是大人的事。。。。

。。。。。就以我们的一知半解，很容易判断错误。。。。。

ps/ 虽然我知道妈妈心情不好，可是我很难问出口为什么

天气：阴
心情：不知所措

Surprise!!!!

2008-10-01T17:56:00.005+08:00

这是一个很闷的假期。。

你问：为什么呢？

我答：因为没钱，所以不能出去走走 @@

这让我感到

很闷

很很闷

快闷死了

ps: 留在家的感觉很不好

天气：阴凉
心情：闷死了！

i need to sweat!!!

2008-09-24T22:46:00.002+08:00

not only a MOM...but 3 MOMs from different friends'

also a kakak (housemaid) too said tat i put on weight @@

their conversation started mostly like:

'LY ah...long time no see lehhh, how are you??'

'i'm good! :)'

'really ah? good lohh... u look like gained some weight hor?? eat a lot ah??'

-.-'' damn!

'ermmmm...hahhaah! yaloh...got hols mah... college just started'

I REALLY NEED TO KICK MY BUTT OFF THE COUCH!!!!

weather: polluted air, rained in the evening
feeling: not really good ><...

p/s: please lah! so many ppl at the same time say u put on weight, wil u feel good???

我明天去露营。。。

2008-09-11T23:05:00.003+08:00

可是我到现在什么都还没有pack

明天的Marketing Test 也还没温习

够力咯 ~~~~！！

哈哈哈！

天气：晚风徐徐。。满凉的
心情：一般，没有非常期待露营

我还满厉害的。。哈哈！

2008-08-14T13:01:00.003+08:00

今天，要不是妈妈要我帮她去银行放fast cheque，

我也不会出门，

我也不会知道原来我的警觉性还不错的哟！！

嘻嘻~

由于车子太热，

于是我就把左边的窗口给摇下来，

大概只有3分之1。。。

然后我就开始弄冷气啊，radio啊之类的

突然！

一个人影在我眼角闪过

很快的，他的手就在车子里了！！

我一看到就很自然的，很快的把我的包包拿着

然后手指就按着窗口的按钮了！

这全部经过不超过10秒 ><

*wow*

幸好窗口开的不大

也因为我的临危不乱。。

我的包包才安全无事

哈哈！

要不然，有好多事情要做噢~

去报案啦。。等等。。

不过，那马来仔也闪得够快，

-他有另一个伙伴在骑着motobike-

如果他被我的窗口给夹着，我一定拖着他去警局！！

huh!!~

天气：热！晒衣服的好时间。。
心情：身体还是很痛。。

痛！

2008-08-13T22:04:00.002+08:00

痛~

痛~！

痛~！！

过渡运动的后遗症。。。痛！！！！！

-没事打什么羽毛球？？！-

天气：炎热
心情：身体真的很酸痛。。连屁股都痛 T-T

心情故事

2008-08-09T01:39:00.003+08:00

这是第一百个post。。。

那么久没来up是因为终觉得要写一些关于自己的心情故事。。。

但是，却又不知道要写什么

矛盾。烦。

原来要自我评估是那么的难哪。。

连自己都不明白自己要怎么去了解别人呢？

很多时候

我有很多的想法想和你们分享

很快又给忘了。或懒惰。或算了。

慢慢的那些故事和感想就随着时间漂走了。

模糊了。

就因为那样的我。

是不是因为我。。

懒？自我保护？不在意？装笨？还是装傻？

很多时候的我让人，让自己都摸不清楚

猜不透。

读着这的你

知道我是一个怎样的人吗？

知道我喜欢什么吗？

知道我很生气时会如何发脾气吗？

知道我对朋友的态度吗？

知道我最怕什么吗？

知道我。。。

还有很多很多

连我也不知道的答案。。哈哈！

要别人了解我，

同时我也要了解你们吧？

不过，

看来，我们都很不了解对方。。

因为当把那些问题放在不同的朋友身上

我也答不出 @@

是因为我们没讨论过吗？

还是我们花太少时间在一起了？

或是。。。

我们越大就越会演戏？

越多不可告人的秘密？

越会隐藏自己？

隐藏我们的想法，梦想，真实的自己。。。

遇到不同的人，说不同的话，戴上不同的面具，不同的行为举止

就连对方是好朋友，

也会不知不觉的戴上面具去面对他/她

那。。我们何时才可以用真实的自己面对他人呢？

不过，这些确又是无可避免的

因为一种米养百种人。

不同的人格需要不同的性格。

haiz。。。好矛盾哦！

天气：冷气房，冷冷的~
心情：奥运开始了！开心！中国加油！

hangover

2008-06-22T01:18:00.003+08:00

DRINK TILL YOU DROP!!!

BUT I DROPPED BEFORE YOU...

watta... @@''

HAHA!!

friday...20th of june...

was eiko+13's birthday

she had a party

i went

and i drank

then i drunk

*they made me mixed the alchohol, whisky+wine+drinks*

i caused so many problems

*vomiting terribly, making noise..*

and funny moments

*talking nonsense, funny actions..*

that might last for sometime

for those who sleepover there

feel sorry and bad because

it happened in the early morning

very late night...4-5am...i think

there were others sleeping in the house

also

special thanks to them

amanda, eiko+13, chingyee, jingwen

*mayyee dint join the game and she slept early*

for watching me over

cleaning my mess up and more

when i was drunk and hangover the next day

*cuz you guys made me drank nia~*

also eiko+13's mom for her ginseng tea and all

and her relatives too...

what i wanna say is,

it was her birthday but i got drank

*what the hell!?*

and the feeling of hangover is terribly suck!!

p/s: my head and stomach is still bit bit uncomfortable

weather: hot? warm? i dunno
feelings: not good

perfect world...

2008-06-14T07:45:00.005+08:00

i'm looking for my perfect world

where i suppose there'll be all my beloved friends

my superb family members

where the feeling of home is forever there

doing retarded stuff with crazy friends

go travelling everywhere; alone or groups

and

some arguable people to spice up the life

fresh air with many many greenies around

little tumbling kids running everywhere

my partner is with me listening to my fav music

watching movies, dramas

society where no stressing on academic that much

lesser crimes, lesser animals abuse

best if no war, no hunger

no distinguish between races, religions

and poor, rich

LIFE IS REALITY, however

of course

there'll be lots of things that don't go with your wishes

but that's why we'r here...

to experience the life

enjoy the life, play with the life

without regreting being here

but never ever destroy your life

because you only live once

where the memories last forever in this life;

you can't bring it forward though

^^

so what are in your perfect world?

weather: windy morning
feelings: peace..but having exam in 2 hours time..haha!

我

2008-05-29T04:39:00.004+08:00

突然想起，以前的我

你觉得

现在的我和之前的我

还一样吗？

天气：不知道
心情：不清楚

go sleep!!

2008-05-27T22:28:00.002+08:00

i definately NEEEEEEDD go to sleep now

i slept only 2 hours

because of doing my powerpoint last minute

plus fell asleep while youtubing

*hand gatal2 go click youtube*

and thanks to the RedBox for not chasing us out

after 5.5 hours of singing k

*fr 330pm till 9pm*

omg~

i really need a good quality sleep

*restoring back my energy*

weather: rained in the evening
feelings: tiring @@

i'm compressed...

2008-05-23T20:09:00.003+08:00

someone said that i gave the first impression of compressing meself

which i'll let go when time comes

and somehow i seem like a charger for him/her

quite true though...

dunno how he/she feels it

it really impressd me O.O

he/she was the first person that gave me that kind of comments

which i think it really best suits me... haha!!

i somehow hidding something from you all...

but none of you guys can really guess what i'm facing, thinking, doing

you might think that why the hell on earth i hide things from close friends

''i dunno'' is the best answer i can give

maybe the things i dun feel like sharing are so-called 'secrets'

or 'xin shi' in mandarin...

i remembered asking many of my friends what are secrets

they simply replied it was something that very personal and dun want others to know

then, why there are friends that share secrets??

isn't them should be very personal??

which i suppose they should be kept inside and not telling others...

perhaps i got betrayed once and since then i never really share the deep thoughts i have with others

is it that's why i compressing meself??

for not letting others to know??

i'm kindda blur then @@

weather: very hot!! a lil rain in the evening
feelings: bit blue..

吓死了。。！！~

2008-05-10T15:54:00.002+08:00

昨天，就在我很专心地驾车时

突然一声的 ‘碰！！’

很大声哦~

我以为是我又撞到了

原本精神不够的我整个100巴仙醒了！！

才发现

我的车还在行驶中

所以，我是没有撞到任何车子的！！

很快地。。

看到我旁边的lane停了

噢~！！是他们发生车祸了！！

原来。。当

车祸就发生在你的身边时

那种惊吓

是那么的恐怖 @@

虽然

我是有过一个满难忘的车祸经验

可是，就因为这样

我更害怕

天气：大太阳
心情：闷闷地

当自然见面变成只为了见面

2008-05-07T17:52:00.002+08:00

我。。。很纳闷

你的见面

是好久不见的见面

想念的见面

还是

只为了见面而见面？？

难道

我在你的电话簿里面

那么的不起眼吗？

还是

我把自己太高估了

别人把我当成可有可无

而我却还那么的笨

还把你当宝

哈哈！

果然，我还是脱不了笨人一族。。。。

当关系从无话不谈变成你问我答

记得

把自己的存在感降低

然后

把他弄得越渺小越好

这样

伤心的感觉

应该会比较好。。。

因为

你不再会是我电话簿里的重要人物

我也不会

把你当成我的重要人物一员

天气：凉凉的。。下雨
心情：就一般

噼里啪啦。。

2008-04-28T03:14:00.002+08:00

没事的话

容易入戏的人。。

就拿我来说，最好不要

在三更半夜看那些感人肺腑的戏

不然会像我一样

哭得噼里啪啦！！！！

天气：冷冷的凌晨3点半
心情：郁闷。。@@

鸡皮疙瘩

2008-04-26T14:50:00.004+08:00

不管听了这版本多少次
我还是会不由自主地
鸡皮疙瘩


这是我最近爱上的声音
徐佳莹
你也许还不认识她, 不过, 她很红哦！！！
*马来西亚还没啦*
挖哈哈！！

天气：有点热。。太阳满猛
心情：闷。。生病了 TT-TT

一个故事

2008-04-22T00:46:00.003+08:00

在中国大陆贫富差距很大，这是众所皆知的事，在偏远地区，努力工作一天或许也只能有几块钱人民币的收入。

有一个小男孩的父亲病了，母亲离家出走，他一个人独力照顾一岁的小妹妹，但他要入小学一年级，没人可以照顾妹妹，于是他就带着妹妹一起上学，上课时他就把妹妹放在操场上，下课的时候再赶去看妹妹。

　　偏偏最后父亲病情加重，没有开刀可能活不过半年，但是费用要六、七万人民币，对他们来说，这是一笔一辈子都没有看过的钱。他们居住的小村落里，热心的邻居努力筹钱，最后筹到一百多块人民币，但这跟要开刀的费用依然天差地。

　　小男孩不放弃，带着一百多块独自坐车到了大都市跟人乞讨，带着一股不服输的固执，用着他唯一能想到的办法救自己父亲的命。

　　经过媒体披露之后，男孩与父亲一同被请到节目上，父亲没有别的要求，只是希望，若他的身体真的没有办法了，孩子的母亲可以回来照顾小孩，若是一个女人无法同时照顾两个孩子，他只好选择送走其中一个孩子。

　　他要将小男孩送人，大家都惊讶他的答案，虽然男孩还小，但已经可以是家中的一个帮手，而且他又是这么的懂事，父亲却选择将他送人？！

　　一问之下，父亲才说，这个男孩的妹妹其实不是他所亲生的，而是他在河边捡来的。他只简短的说：“虽然舍不得自己的儿子，但也没办法，他不能随便把别人的女儿送人，但他却可以做主把自己的儿子送人。。。”

http://love.xs8.cn/love/22618/249028.html

这是我在网上小说读到的一个小故事，

*先不管真假*

我倒是觉得还满感人的

就和大家分享 ^^

原来，人是可以那么的伟大

同时

却也可以是那么的自私

这全看个人如何的看想做

我自认没那种气度

不过，

至今，我倒还没做过什么对不起别人的事

*当然，父母的就另当别论*

这样的我。。ok吗？

不！！

我糟死了！！

天气：雨后，凉风吹着
心情：刚刚睡醒。。。

hair-cut

2008-04-15T13:11:00.004+08:00

我去剪了头发了！！

很man的哦~

哈哈！！

在1U的monsoon

*correct spelling??*

就在上个星期三

我终于把我三千丝的烦恼给剪断了！！

凉爽多了 ^^

还ok吧？
旁边那。。是我在NS的死党。。现在还是

到家before冲凉，想说弄一个beckham头
可是，失败了！哈哈~
发现，我暂时不适合做可爱的动作 ==''
很不妥。。

天气：阴柔的阳光
心情：有点担心。。你们别笑太够力！

belated 2...

2008-04-15T12:21:00.005+08:00

eiko。。她在我的生日时去了韩国

可是，她还是有吓到我

因为，她回来不久后，和amane又合起来骗我

*看来，我真的很容易被骗*

amane说她会过来我家坐坐

*她不曾来‘坐坐’*

可是，我也就相信了

没料到，eiko她就在外面 @@

还拿着一个她做的cake

很可爱吧？这是一块肉的形状。。
为什么呢？因为，我爱吃肉！
哈哈~

不知道过了多久，

一天，我们就last minute说去诳夜市

amane就在我们诳完后，

到她回家时，让我帮她找东西

就这样，让我寻宝似的

拿到了她送给我的《咖啡OST2》的CD ^^

这个可是空运而来的哦~
很好听！！

额外话。。

在那段期间，我们去吃了一餐非常饱的韩国餐

4人吃了5-6人分的食物 @@

哈哈~！

叫我们厉害 =p

吃的我们超饱的！！

天气：阴柔的阳光
心情：一般。。我要唱K！！

会飞的蚂蚁。。

2008-04-13T21:36:00.002+08:00

它

来。。。得很匆忙

去。。。得也很匆忙

不过，

它却让你知道

要下雨了

至少。。它有它的存在与价值

我呢？

会不会。。。连我出现的意义都没有？

心情：还过得去
天气：要下雨了

睡眠

2008-04-08T02:30:00.002+08:00

感觉这几天

周公公的孙子好像很寂寞

不然，

为什么他都很喜欢来找我？？？

而且，他拉我和他玩的时间也未免太奇怪了吧？！

晚上7点捉人; 凌晨2点放人

而且，不只一次

这几天都这样。。你要把我的正常作息都给打乱吗？

让我三更半夜起来，

我饿死了！！饭菜都没了啦！！

你不要在那么'可爱的'时间来找我了！！ ok??

天气：下午，炎热
心情：还不错，只是很饿

xian zai...

2008-03-31T01:24:00.002+08:00

ci ke ci miao,

bu zhi dao wei shen me wo xian zai de xin qing hen hao

ke neng shi kan wan e zuo ju zhi 2 wen ba (di shi liu ji)~

xi li de xiang qin hen dan chun hen ke ai

zuo de dong xi hen ben

ke shi que you rang ren she bu de ma ta

ha ha!!

jiu zhe yang...xin qing bu zhi bu jue de bian de kai xin ^^

tian qi: yan re de bai tian, yin liang de wan shang
xin qing: hen hao, jiu zhe ji tian zui kai xin de shi ke

p/s: ben ren ye bu qing chu wen shen me @@

糟死了！！

2008-03-25T20:14:00.001+08:00

糟死了！！！

糟死了！！！

糟死了！！！

糟死了！！！

糟死了！！！

天气：糟死了
心情：糟死了

我可爱的床

2008-03-21T21:30:00.002+08:00

在超过了30个小时的和周帅哥（睡神）的拉锯抗战后

我终于又可以回到了

我可爱的床

哦！

好舒服的床好温暖的被子噢

各位晚安咯 ^^

天气：下雨，凉凉的
心情：很累，好想睡觉哦。。

i need more time...

2008-03-20T18:09:00.002+08:00

my both weak subjects having quiz tmr

but i haven touch anything yet

i dislike maths eversince it becomes so difficult for me to understand

and the computing prinsiples are so confusing @@

aRggggHHHhhHHhhHhh!!!!!

i need finish up my 2 groups assignments later...

english presentation

and PowerPoint next week!!!!

OMG~

WEATHER: raining, cool
FEELINGS: not so good...cuz the weather so nice and i cannot sleep due to the works!!! haizz...

看图说故事

2008-03-16T01:03:00.005+08:00

哥哥要走了。。这是我最后一次带你来这码头

你要乖，我会很快就回来的
那时候。。我们再来

可是哥哥。。为什么你要走？！
你答应过我的
你不会像爸爸那样一走了之

哥哥。。你过的好吗？有没有想念我们？
妈妈很好，我也很好

你放心，我会照顾她的，不会让你担心

那么久了。。你怎么还不回来？？？
我好想你

ps: 很久以前就想po了，只是一直忘记

天气：下雨，阴天
心情：很慵懒。。很困

中国的照片s。。。

2008-03-09T13:42:00.017+08:00

之前答应过你们的

我的中国之旅

大部分都是景色

因为。。每个人都很忙

为自己和家人拍照

而且，很多照片都在我老豆那

也不知道何时才可以从他那里拿到 @@

我就随便po几张

你们就随便看吧！~

第一站。。沈阳（除了北京的机场，transit）
感觉真的很冷~

没记错的话，这应该是我第一个去的旅游胜地

饺子大餐
其实，我根本不知道我到底有没有try完
因为，每个对我来说都长得一样 0.0

第一次的滑雪经验！！！！！！！！！！！
很好玩。。但是也很累 ==''
我喜欢跌倒，因为雪很软，一点都不痛
而且，这样，印象才会更深刻哦 ^^

很漂亮吧？？滑雪场地。。白白的一片
（棋盘山冰雪大世界）
我就坐着那高高的‘东西’去更高的地方

真正的下雪。。很爽~
旁边的白白小点点就是那正在下着的雪
感觉和人造的就是不一样
一下下就溶化了。。

哈尔滨冰雕s~

这些是大大的雪雕s~
（太阳岛）

我很爱吃的一道菜。。还有那里的白米饭
这叫什么“蜜糖地瓜”之类的
甜甜的，很好吃

东北虎园。。在哈尔滨的
有很多大只的老虎，老的，少的
不过，它们很可爱噢！！

暂时就酱吧。。

等我把更多的up到我的photobucket后

再和你们说 ^^

天气：阴凉，大风
心情：很好！！

p/s: DAP。。。干的好~！！

belated...2nd March 2008

2008-03-05T23:25:00.006+08:00

okay great...

after hella effort of trying to get rid of the red eye

i gave up!!!!

-i wanna post more pics!!-

i can't do anything on it "£$%^$%)(*&^%$£"$%^

arghHHhhhHHHHhhhH!!!

anyway...i finally had my bday cake ^^

hahhaha

thanks to MissVoon Felicia Yiung

each gave me 1 plus a very nice bag.....

-how they know i'm looking for a bag??-

-...hmm...-

thanks! i enjoyed it

eventhough i was really stuffed with the lunch before

nice lerr??

i got the chance to choose the colour INDIRECTLY

-dint know Yiung was so good in asking question-

-without knowing she was actually asking what colour i would prefer-

she improved a lot in acting skills, twist & turn questions

(==)''

MissVoon & Felicia...

你们辛苦了！！

they purposely sent Yiung to ask me

while they were waiting in some unknown place so they can go get the bag after getting the answer from Yiung

-i really thought MissVoon was late and Feli go get her-

yeng mou??

-am i really that easy to get cheated??-

haiz...sad case

why am i always kena cheated @@

-perhaps i trust my friends too much-

nvm...thats what friends are for

to cheat or get cheated

as long as they cheat for good

then no harm getting cheated hahah ^^

from left...

Yiung Felicia MissVoon

solid friends since form 2...thanks to the PBSM

for bringing us together^^

-felicia is exceptional hahah!-

and lastly...

ignore the red eye!!!!~

i did my every cell to figure out how to remove it

but i just don't know

(==)''

WEATHER: not bad...
FEELINGS: happy cool^^

简单

2008-02-28T16:32:00.002+08:00

很简单的过了我21的生日

就和普通天一样

只不过是多几封祝福短讯

谢谢你们~！

印象最深就是在下午唱了很多周董的歌，我唱的很卖力

（还因此得了短暂的头痛，因为缺氧了）

(O.O)'' 哈哈~

还有，买了一件跟amane一样的衣服但颜色不一样的

很可爱的哦~

不过我发现

只能在有冷气的地方穿比较好

因为，布料有点厚

很容易热

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------
简单也可以很幸福

祝大家生活简单幸幸福福 ^^
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天气：下雨，阴凉，凉爽
心情：刚刚睡醒。。哈哈~

i miss this kinda feelingssss

2008-02-24T15:20:00.002+08:00

wahahahahaha~!!!!!

i love this feelings...

so free and relaxing

can sleep whenever i want

can do whatever i want

can get back my 'goyang kaki' days

but the above only apply for today... ^^''

cuz i let meself OFF for today to celebrate my finished mid-term

wakakakkakak

but staying at home not goin out is kinda boring

oohhh~ those days ><

tmr i need to buck up again...many assignments to finish

yet, i still manage to find time to go out with friends somedays

it's just a matter of 'want or don't want'

and also, transportation

i don't mind fetching and meeting up last minute just for awhile

as long as i get to see those long 'lost' faces...haha ^^

heeeloooo there!!!

let's meet up~

no excuses please cuz it only apply to 'hi! bye!' friends

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tats what i truely feel till now

--------------------------------------------------------------------------

a random of me to share

after reading the post of what amane felt

i always facing those situations too

even worst than her, well, it depends on individuals

i have less msn contacts, i have less telephone contacts, i have less friends to chat with, i have even less people to msg with

@@''

they msg to ask you out (very seldom)
-usually when someone is out or back from somewhere-

they msg to ask you do something (sometimes)
-it feels like i'm an extra when i'm not needed-

they msg to ask you something (nope)
-no comment, i'm invisible-

they msg or call to chat (very the rare)
-i'm the one usually who calls, and threated by mom for having high bills-

ok ok ok~

-of cuz not all the friends, but some of what 'so-called' good friends-

diff stages of life meet diff friends

and this eventually leads to lost contact with old times good friends

i often try to make meself available..whenever they call up or an invitation msg
-they really thought i'm that free, just that i want to meet them so i'll make meself free-

cuz i know

whenever i call up or msg

it's usually a reject from them

or

postpone postpone then cancelled

(O.O)'' dang!

i did't hope you guys to call everyday or msg every single thing
-cuz i don't do that often too-

but just a forwarded msg or just a call to say 'how's you been lately?'
-once a blue moon won't cost you a million ringgit-

i'll definately feel so happy for the rest of the day

this makes me feel i'm still someone to somebody other than my family members

feel so glad that i went to the Nasional Service...

we still keeping in touch with each other after 3 years

a forwarded msg to keep each other remembered

a missed call to let them know i miss them

a short call to them to hear their voices

-we still do these, after 3 years-

-vice versa, keeps the friendship and passion continue-

i did try these to my other 'good' friends too

but, very bad responces i got

hahah

wrong techniques used

i found out that..

do find them only when have important events or things

other events?? better don't

you'll get urself hurt even more by getting rejections from them

once twice trice...so on...then?? don't feel like asking them out

the maintainess of a relationship between two persons or more are vice versa

not one gives and the other side takes all

sooner or later the giver will feel so out

and might give up the relationship

one day, when you finally found out that someone is missing
-if he/she WAS quite close to you before-

ooh...too late!

you guys won't be the same anymore

might be having a good time chatting but the feelings will definately different

'so close, yet so far'

WEATHER: hot hot hot...~
FEELINGS: like tat lorr...free and easy

后遗症。。。

2008-02-21T21:37:00.004+08:00

怎么办？？？

OMG!!! 体重直线上升 @@

从中国回来后，本小姐的食量变得好大~

一餐可以吃两人份的食物。。

当然，男生的话是ok的

可是，，，，，，！！！！

是我耶。。><

太恐怖了吧?!

我真的真的需要减肥。。

不过，待会又出去yumcha了

=="

天气：不是很合我心情
心情：被天气影响

中国：沈阳，吉林，长春，哈尔滨

2008-02-17T15:39:00.004+08:00

如题

以上四个。。

是我今年过华人新年年初一到初七的地方

很深刻的印象是〉〉很冷~~

“冷不冷？冻不冻？爽不爽？”

第一和第二天总是会被问 =="

然后，我们很乖的回答

“冷~！冻~！很爽~！”

哈哈

还有，他们的米饭很好吃！~

看我几时得空

给你们上传我的中国东北方之行

天气：很热~
心情：想念冷冷的中国。。

2008-01-22T02:39:00.001+08:00

无聊~

很少会有一堆人去一个地方然后每个人叫同样的食物吧？

偏偏

我们就是这么的无聊，而我

还会无聊到想po上来 @@

不过，为什么会每个人都叫一样的东西

是因为，我，提议的

再说他们也没异议吖

所以咯我们一桌子六个人都跟着ML的order

哈哈~ 芝士鸡扒炬饭六份！！

骂我无聊的HC也不是和我们一样无聊

cheh~!!

噢！！还有就是啊。。

21号是TL的生日

所以才会去同样的地方

很没创意可是我们的水是免费的哦

以下就来为大家呈现

我们的生日主角啦！

我们的谈天内容很惊爆哦

想不到酱的话题还是SJ带头呢

(mind you eiko...not SuJu ooh =p)

哈哈哈哈哈哈~！！

快笑死我了喉咙笑到痛

==''

天气：下雨
心情：开心。。哈哈

声音

2008-01-13T22:22:00.000+08:00

突然

很想念

我

公公

的

超大声

的

讲话习惯

。

您

过的还好吗？？

我想你

好想好想

天气：阴阴凉凉。。很舒服
心情：想念着

爆发。力。

2008-01-06T13:12:00.000+08:00

绝对绝对不要小看

我

尤其是

发脾气时

(力气大得很）

。

刚刚发了一场很大很大的气，

连我自己

在事后也被吓了一跳 @@

原来，我是那么的可怕。。

应该是最近很压力吧？？！

（连我也不知道的压力）

所以，才会为了芝麻小事而大发雷霆

不然，我不会酱子的。。。

发脾气

原来是很累人的。。。

没事真的别乱乱来。。

很容易老。

天气：阴凉。。下雨
心情：好一点。。

ps: 肚子很饿，我需要肉 ><

hi...nice meeting u 2008 ^^

2008-01-01T23:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!~

p/s: the timing of taking this pic is just perfect :p
(it's 1U fireworks)

gonna start college tmr,

feeling so excited and scared...

it's been a year since my last study life 0.0

feel kinda weird to start school again after such a long break

am starting in a totally new enviroment

haha

wish me luck!!~

天气：阴天，下雨
心情：有点怪。。不过还可以。。^^

GoodBye 2007~ HeLoo 2008~

2007-12-31T13:33:00.001+08:00

the last day of 2007

the last post in 2007

bye bye~

goodbye my dear 2007...

dun hav any nice stories to share for now

except that my darling eiko dear is now an auntie ^^

haha...her big sis-in-law gave birth few days ago...

a very 'ugly' little girl named Julia

cannat say she's cute o pretty

cuz in some chinese believes

they say that the child will very easily get jealous?? (xiu hei)

i dun know how to explain...@@

am havin difficulties in explaining things

haha

i dunno whether i had a good year in 2007

many things happened

sad

new

happy

exciting

adventurous

and more..

what i do get from this year is

do what i want

do as i wish

probably not that much

but, at least

i did what i want (not all)

^^

..but still..

i enjoyed~!!

天气：很晒。。很热
心情：噢~！时间过的好快哦。。