tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-153894122024-03-05T15:00:52.051+08:00我的生活,点点与滴滴这是我真实的虚幻世界。
里头有你也不知道的我。
当有些事不能面对面讲,就只好在这里选择性的发泄。
我其实没你们想得那么坚强。
那只是我给你们的假象。
因为,我必须那么坚强。
懦弱,不是我的style!LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.comBlogger170125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-74923070576968262552012-10-20T21:24:00.001+08:002012-10-20T21:24:49.351+08:00After movie thoughtsThe Other Boleyn Girl.<br /><br />I don't know why, but I just feel like sharing some thoughts. perhaps due to the heavy rain weather these few days or maybe because of my little dizzy head that wants some way out.<br /><br />The scene started with three kids playing and ended with the same. What different was, they were not the same three kids.<br /><br />Anne, Mary and George were siblings with strong bonds. I like their bond. However, when hatreds/competition come into the play, they broken apart. Anne was the attractive, adventurous, straight forward and confident girl which was oppose from Mary, who was rather shy and less ambitious than Anne.<br />
<br />
I personally think it was their father (Thomas) and the uncle (Norfolk) who made the family tragedy happened. They were too obsessed with the power and wealth that gained from making the King happy and helping him to have a male heir. They find all sort of ways to promote Anne but instead Mary was the one gained better attention from the King. I guess it was due to Anne's over confident and showoff attitude that made the King a little hurt in his pride. And that was why he chose Mary to be his mistress. Mary was the typical caring and shy lady. *though she was married to another guy at that time*<br /><br />This is where I felt totally ouch! I was not sure how true the history of this but seeing how the daughters of old times would sacrifice themselves and how the upper society allowed such act really somehow amazed me O.O Anne and Mary fought for that freaking King and ended up no good. Well, Mary was smart enough to leave the court (palace) when she had the chance. *forcefully kicked out by her sister, Anne* Thing was, Mary had the King's son!!!<br /><br />
Anne was exiled to France and from there she learnt how to manipulate better by keeping a distance from the King and asking him to divorce the Queen. *I have to say she was good yet she had over the line* she asked for the it. The disharmony between her and the King after she had her hands to be the Queen. Too bad, she did not give birth a male and the King was desperately needing a son hence he went looking for another potential mistress. *dirty!* <br />
<br />
I do understand the reasons behind of these acts but understanding them and accepting them are totally different. How could Anne came out with the idea of having sex with her brother George after her miscarriage so that the King would not know?! The feeling of disgust came right away the moment Anne looking at George. OMG!!! and hella Mary did not stop them by dragging one of them away instead of saying what *may God forgive you both* something?!!!! <br /><br />shoot me!<br /><br />Ironically, it was not the son by Mary who became the King. It was the girl who gave birth by Anne, Elizabeth. Just like her mother, E was a tough Queen.<br /><br />Speaking of the upper class society. Hmm... you have the power, you have everything. And sadly, it is still practicing today. *SIGH* The King got his hands on each women he wanted and can kick somebody out from the country just like that *oh yea! can order to kill too*. Well, I do sometimes hope I have power and money. Who doesn't? Thanks to the unfair world and because of the unfair, we strive for better. And that's where the hopes come in. It makes us believe that we could improve and be better.<br /><br /><br />weather: heavy rain<br /><br /><br /> LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-85276094899579545152012-09-01T11:01:00.004+08:002012-09-01T11:01:52.740+08:00家。戏剧家 真的不能有人生病<div>
它的影响力很大很强</div>
<div>
然后 大家跟着生病了</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
家里最近发生了不少事情</div>
<div>
坏事多于好事</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
是我们要求太多</div>
<div>
还是社会要求多</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
想想</div>
<div>
我妈她的脾气也真是坏</div>
<div>
生病后的她 更糟糕</div>
<div>
可是 每人都尽量让着</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
妹说 每个人的忍耐有限</div>
<div>
我当然知道啊</div>
<div>
如果我也可以和你们一样</div>
<div>
就 好 了</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
我其实背负着更大的压力</div>
<div>
朋友们都爱开玩笑</div>
<div>
我怎么还在家 没工作</div>
<div>
但 我也不想啊</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
我也想要赚钱</div>
<div>
不必准许就用钱的自由</div>
<div>
可以不管家里的去旅游</div>
<div>
过着我要的生活习惯</div>
<div>
住在有很多草树的地方</div>
<div>
但是身不由自</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
家里的事</div>
<div>
很难解释</div>
<div>
也不想说</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
曾经 </div>
<div>
有一朋友说我太过以家为中心</div>
<div>
缺少了人生因该有的冲动冒险</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
但如果没有我</div>
<div>
家 会 很乱</div>
<div>
我不喜欢家很乱</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
会花长时间对着电脑</div>
<div>
是因为它让我看世界</div>
<div>
看我不能参与的外面</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
我想要的</div>
<div>
需要很多</div>
<div>
勇气冒险</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
但愿</div>
<div>
那一天</div>
<div>
很快到</div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
<div>
<br /></div>
LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-26057073298243591372012-08-24T02:15:00.000+08:002012-08-24T02:18:01.799+08:00人生目标<div style="text-align: right;">
我好像<br />
<br />
还在找寻。。<br />
<br />
是因为<br />
<br />
家人没给压力吗?<br />
<br />
那为什么。。我那么的轻松?<br />
<br />
有时满羡慕身边的朋友<br />
<br />
他们都知道要什么<br />
<br />
至少,他们都在做着一些东西吧?!<br />
<br />
而我。。所做着的<br />
<br />
以为是我要的<br />
<br />
@@<br />
<br />
矛盾心理<br />
<br />
<div style="text-align: left;">
天气: 雨后<br />
心情: 不清楚</div>
<div style="text-align: left;">
<br /></div>
</div>
LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-3154479528450227422012-08-20T22:02:00.001+08:002012-08-24T02:07:03.337+08:00好久不见~啊!原来我抛弃这部落格很长一段时间了... 花了点时间读回之前的posts,回忆真的象电影里般地回顾。心情故事,亲人离开,美国日子,生活小事,等等... 一一地在脑海里重复。当时的感觉,当时的环境原来不曾离开。它们不过换了另一种方式在心里脑里徘徊着。LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-14188195178942054722011-01-01T02:18:00.001+08:002011-01-01T02:21:06.517+08:00happy 2011!!!and i have diarrhea on the very 1st of January of 2011... ha ha ha!LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-86986023925388436382010-10-21T13:12:00.004+08:002010-10-21T21:16:07.039+08:00a delayed long time ago story.hi friends,<br /><br />as the title says it, it was long time ago...<br /><br />hence.<br /><br />i forgot what i wanted to tell and say.<br /><br />it's most probably regarding my 3-4 months lost in Malaysia but somewhere around in US life.<br /><br />for your information, there were way too many things happened.<br /><br />sad? not really, unless you are saying that working as housekeeping and ppl are making fun of it.<br /><br />happy? i miss those superb scoops of ice-creams, its creaminess and crunchyness of the cones. the companions i get from time to time, where you seldom hav time to be alone because everyone is finding everyone to hang out.<br /><br />bitter? when it comes to no one finds you, and you found out that they actually forgot about you.<br /><br />joyous? the gathering of all people, the laughters from all cultures, the out of mind dancing and drinking with friends.<br /><br />depressed? when you got to wash the toilet bowls every single day and sometimes have to flush for those who did not flush which i absolutely have no idea why they don't flush. and to unclog those clogged ones.<br /><br />challenges? oh yeah... you got to find ways to fill up the toilet rolls in each toilets by getting rolls from different sources/department because your upper level management apparently did not order the supplies earlier. find ways to work less without anyone knowing it *secret*<br /><br />misery? erm... basically this happened when i suddenly lost in the middle of the night thinking why the hell am i here working as a 'cleaner' which in fact i might be a psychologist in the future. or when i was looking at the group of happy people around me but cannot feel the happiness or joining into the conversation.<br /><br />fortunate? so glad that i was actually there and got to meet many sweethearts. they are all so friendly, regardless of faking it or not first. at least, they did not hurt. we are all still keeping in touch through facebook, msn and postcards for those who are still travelling. i don't know how long will this last, at least, i own them now.<br /><br />gratitude? thanks to my mom that supported my financial to pay all the fees and my initial living cost. i really did want to pay her back yet considering the position i was working as, i really did not earn extra. i got back what i spent for the programme. and for those i used for my travelling and some shopping. and to people that i met there, it was such a pleasure to know you all.<br /><br />satisfaction? from the scale of 1-10... i rate it 7.5. the people were nice, the place i worked wasn't that bad just that you might need to find more hours to get more money. the weather was unbelievably cool, the whole island was like a fairyland where you find no cars but horse carriages. at times, rabbits/squirrels/frogs/birds are found everywhere near you. i did not rate it a 10/10 so that i have a reason for me to go back there some time in the future.<br /><br />i realize how lovely the place was after i left. it was an island surrounded with <span id="hotword"><span style="cursor: default; background-color: transparent;" id="hotword" name="hotword">exquisitely</span> <span style="cursor: default; background-color: transparent;" id="hotword" name="hotword"></span></span>beautiful environment, weather, animals and most importantly the people and friends.<br /><br />i'm positive sure that i miss the place so much not only because of the place, it's because the memories i had with you. my friends.<br /><br />the time we spent.<br /><br />the drinks we drank.<br /><br />the street we walked.<br /><br />the road we cycled.<br /><br />the view we saw.<br /><br />the ice-cream we ate.<br /><br />the stars we counted.<br /><br />the people we talked.<br /><br />the bars we went.<br /><br />the photos we took.<br /><br />all the little little moments we shared.<br /><br />i miss.<br /><br />remember i said something about 10years later bring our own family there and have a gathering? i think it might work though. maybe not all with the family, but hopefully i'll be there. at least the one suggested got to be there right?<br /><br /><br />love,<br />LooYeeLooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-7129791689877585622010-08-08T02:09:00.000+08:002012-08-24T02:10:58.964+08:00在美国的心情故事 2最近发生了一些事。。。一些我很不喜欢,不爽但又无可奈何的事。<br />
<br />
因为那是他人的选择。一些他/她的想法。<br />
<br />
<br />LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-41750114515324250672010-07-10T13:11:00.003+08:002010-08-12T07:24:21.577+08:00在美国的心情故事不知不觉,在美国已有漫长的一段时间。<br /><br />虽然一直呆在同一个地方,工作都是那么的一成不变,人也就那么几个,不过当你和一堆很不错的朋友一起hangout,时间感觉过的比平常快好多哦~<br /><br />一起吃饭,骑车,看夕阳,聊天聊地聊八卦 XDDD 等等。。。<br /><br />当然,我还是我。。偶尔的在耍小孤僻。。。不过很快我也就恢复了!如果没加快脚步的话,很容易被他们抛在一边。感觉很不好。<br /><br />但是,女人嘛。。。就是会有点emo啦 哈哈!LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-73986455816368690322010-06-25T11:37:00.004+08:002010-07-10T15:22:28.618+08:00bout 2 more months to go...i've been in here for more than a month... nothing much happened basically..<br /><br />everyday doing the same routine and meeting the same old people.<br /><br />sometimes it is boring. not because of the people *maybe sometimes*, but due to the everyday unchanged environment, chores or maybe entertainment.<br /><br />you go bars/pubs at night. you drink. you dance. you chat with strangers. you get a free drink. you get home. you sleep. and there goes your night.<br /><br />the sun shines from morning 5am till approx. 10pm. it is that LOOONNNGGG. and in contrast, the night time is very very short.<br /><br />during off day, if you're alone, be prepared to spend the whole day alone. because as i said, there aren't many options for you to choose. bike, hike, eat, sleep, chat with random 'hi! bye!' friends.<br /><br />well. i like to social. and too, i love to talk. *depends on situation*<br /><br />just that once in awhile staying away from crowd is a way for me to recharge the social battery.<br /><br />me typing this in a very random mood.<br /><br />the place me currently living is good and is bad. most of the friends are pretty much in the other side of the resort and somehow me is always being abandon==<br /><br />i don't come out with plans because me is somehow always the follower. and the plans that i have in mind are usually stupidity and childish. hahah!<br /><br />there was once i suggested we shld roll on the green ground *there's a slope nearby the bike parking area* but they looked at me and giv me the 'are you out of your mind' look...<br /><br />well, too bad. for me things are fun when you do stuff out of your mind once in while. because the results are always unprediectable^^ and that's why i always come out with ideas that others think idiotic. and because of that they think me is childish. it's just them are losing their children soul XDDD<br /><br />if you ask me how i like it here. i can giv you a definate answer that i really do like the island, but not the job me is doing. the pay is not bad but i don't tips T-T cause i'm not in room attandant. not only that, i gotta fight with others to get extra hrs so that i can get more overtime and earn more.<br /><br />things do not always go as you wish though. there are more and more ppl now, each and everyone of them is too fighting for hrs. *sigh* it's just sad case when i come to think about it.LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-75117485236360771732010-06-09T10:00:00.007+08:002010-06-25T11:37:09.530+08:00My NYC trip^^<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs262.snc3/27758_399879756871_644306871_4496147_4788880_n.jpg"><br /></a><br />title says all^^<br /><br />basically my NYC trip was quite hectic??! haha! due to time constrain, there are few places that that i dint not manage to spend time on T-T sad case... but that is what will make you go back again, rite?<br /><br />maybe some time in the future i'll like staying there for a month and live like a new yorker ;p<br /><br />the night on my arrival was raining!!! freaking cold okay?! i did not expect it to be that cold lorrr<br /><br />my body shivers non-stop and the breath you blew out can actually form the white 'steam'??<br /><br />O.0<br /><br />thanks my parents and my super worry grandma for keep insisting me to bring more thick sweaters *teary eyes* if without their bugging, i'm sure i'll just stay in the hostel whole time and there goes my days in NY haha!<br /><br />the hostel we stayed was awesome!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs262.snc3/27758_399870661871_644306871_4495884_810980_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 290px; height: 216px;" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs262.snc3/27758_399870661871_644306871_4495884_810980_n.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />it located 20-30 mins far from the JKF Airport, but its location really a strategic one!<br /><br />you just need to take 10-15 mins walk, depending your walking speed of cuz, to the closest MRTs which are Flushing Av or Morgan Av. Morgan Av is better for goin to the Central City while Flushing Av is for Chinatown^^<br /><br />the bed was nice, environment was good *despite the cold weather*, ppl were friendly, free all-you-can-eat breakfast *typical american breakfast*, and the best is... really near the MRT haha!<br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs262.snc3/27758_399879756871_644306871_4496147_4788880_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 293px; height: 391px;" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs262.snc3/27758_399879756871_644306871_4496147_4788880_n.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a>i initially thought it was a guys' dorm due to the pic and the wordings haha! but this room was better than the first room where i was checked in for the arrival night. it was because this room was much more warmer and the ppl were more conscious of others' necessity ;p<br /><br /><br />ps/ story will be continued in person later haha! later to type==LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-23529792736268988842010-06-04T12:04:00.002+08:002010-06-04T12:14:16.880+08:00ermmm...不知不觉,在美国已有4个星期了。<br />时间可以说过的很快,也可以很慢。<br />感觉朋友好像很多,可是又好像很少。<br /><br />工作其实还蛮简单的,就是每天清理公共场所。<br />每个人在工作时都会向你问好。。对我来说就只是一个习惯。。<br />真不真心是其次。。<br /><br />每天工作后就自行找娱乐。<br />而这里的晚上娱乐通常就是去bars或pubs<br />当然我并没有常去,因为喝酒并不是一个很好的习惯。<br /><br />和一群同样来自马来西亚的朋友买了单车后,<br />几乎每天傍晚都会一起骑车。<br />偶尔一起走走,谈天,吃东西。<br /><br />和在这里认识的朋友好像有很多东西谈,<br />又可以什么都没有。<br />gap可以很close,同时中间隔着一面很厚的隐形墙壁。<br /><br />没有很好的朋友在身边,没有家人的声音,没有喜欢吃的食物,没有我喜欢的电影院,<br />没有妹妹的啰嗦故事,没有弟弟一直要我载他的要求,没有每天要帮妈妈的银行事物,<br />没有可以一直坐在椅子前对着电脑的时间,没有帮佣帮我洗衣服,没有很舒服的床,<br />没有可以睡到自然醒的时间,没有赶功课的压力,没有很好的心里老师share很出人意表的故事,<br />没有可以一起做傻事的朋友,没有可以拍很漂亮的相机。。。等等。。。<br /><br />然后,自己又搞自闭。因为和人social偶尔很累。<br />尤其是新的朋友。<br />可是不久后自己又跑去和他们混。<br />自己的一个人的日子真的还蛮闷的。<br />也幸好他/她们来得真是时候。<br />要是再迟一星期我也许已是一个拒绝社交活动的人了。<br /><br />原来,当人离开了熟悉的环境后,还是可以适应的很好。<br />只不过,你会特别想念你之前所拥有的。<br />人,真的会在失去后才会珍惜。可是拥有回后,又一堆的抱怨。<br />是我太贪心还是在犯贱?<br /><br />ps:这不是一个很好的post,待我有很好的时间和感觉时再post一些开心的事情^^<br /><br /><br />天气:大太阳和很冷的风<br />心情:晚餐的食物让我感觉不错 XDDLooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-63836163475874120972010-05-08T22:00:00.007+08:002010-05-09T18:32:50.601+08:00somehow get the feelingsnow, i somehow understand the feelings of leaving everything behind.<br /><br />you'll get a mixture of everything.<br /><br />from positive to negative, negative back to positive.<br /><br />the cycle keeps recycling.<br /><br />excitement<br /><br />worries<br /><br />uncertaincy<br /><br />happy<br /><br />anxious<br /><br />sad<br /><br />ancitipation<br /><br />and more.<br /><br /><br />but good thing is...<br /><br />i'm in the positive side^^<br /><br /><br />weather: hot and rainy<br />feelings: as above XDDDLooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-69228324131513932892010-05-05T21:53:00.004+08:002010-05-05T22:17:42.947+08:00a new chapter of my lifecounting down... 5 more days... i'll be in an airplane flying off to a totally new environment away from my comfortable zone for 4 months. without any relative. and only a friend.<br /><br />me is feeling nervous, excited, worried. and also lost at the same time.<br /><br />this is my very first time away from home to such a far country, United States. to be specific, Mackinac City, Michigan. it will be a totally new experience for me. just that, i really need to make myself calm. telling meself to enjoy to the max.<br /><br />many are asking why do i want to join the programme. i don't really know how to answer. i somehow just want to get away from the places where i familiar of and test meself how well i can cope with without my parents and all.<br /><br />all the while i've been relying on them too much. money. responsibilities.<br /><br />or in other sense, maybe i'm trying to run away from home??! running from responsibilities perhaps? this work and travel programme somehow gives me a very good excuse of running away from home?<br /><br />my thoughts are fighting at times.<br /><br />well, i think i'm just a little emotional now.<br /><br /><br />feelings: heart still pumping<br />weather: rained, yet still stuffy hot<br /><span style="color: rgb(204, 0, 0);"></span>LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-35747128522675276112010-04-25T21:23:00.002+08:002010-05-05T21:48:43.626+08:00阿密特-马来西亚巡回演唱会!<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-sjc1/hs531.snc3/30164_390251981871_644306871_4253526_1588686_n.jpg"><br /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash1/hs511.ash1/30164_390251966871_644306871_4253525_1721854_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 365px; height: 273px;" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-ash1/hs511.ash1/30164_390251966871_644306871_4253525_1721854_n.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><div style="text-align: center;">期待超久的AMIT aka AMEI 的巡回演唱会!!!<br /><br />高兴死我了~~~!<br /><br />终于可以听她唱现场!还有我最爱的歌《掉了》!<br /><br />虽然刚刚开始的气氛我并没有很high,<br /><br />不过后来就几乎喊破喉咙。<br /><br />还有还有!后面一直跳的我让我体力几乎不支~<br /><br />哈哈!!<br /></div><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-sjc1/hs531.snc3/30164_390251981871_644306871_4253526_1588686_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 419px; height: 314px;" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-sjc1/hs531.snc3/30164_390251981871_644306871_4253526_1588686_n.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br /><br />天气:阴阴的。。<br />心情:high到爆!LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-21907071969884353482010-04-15T21:00:00.011+08:002010-05-05T21:11:32.655+08:00初恋红豆冰;Ais Kacang, Puppy LoveWho says Malaysian movies are not enjoyable?? Who says Malaysian movies are not in good quality? Who says Malaysian movies are not up to standard? Well, I can confidently tell you that this movie was nice! I enjoyed every scenes of it. Of course if you want to put on coloured glasses before entering the cinema, i can't help it though.<br /><br />Alright, I think I shall continue my post in Mandarin as it expresses better because my English vocab is not essential enough for me to express what I want to say about the movie. Thoughts that went into my minds during the movie and how was I impressed by the actings of those new and experienced actors and actresses.<br /><br /><br />初恋红豆冰,一部很贴近人情,真实,乡村的电影。一个很马来西亚风味的电影。它没有参杂太多的复杂的故事。它没有让你看不明白的地方。它的画面不是最美,但很贴近我们。它没有很多的勾心斗角的人物,除了那一位看不得人好的卖字婆和一堆在旁人云亦云的村民。它的好看不在于高质量的画面或让人思考不到的情节。它的吸引力在于人性的单纯,胆小,爱情和期待等等。同时它也包含了为人父母的伟大和牺牲。<br /><br />如果,你还没进场就对它抱有很高的期望,那你就不用去看了。因为,它需要的是观众单纯的心。那样,你更能体会个中的不平凡。它要的不是一个从头到尾只在批评的观众。它只需要你安安静静的,把你接下来的100分钟投入给它,那你得到的或许会比你想象的更多。它会在你不经意时让你开心大笑,也可以在你毫无准备下让你眼泪打滚。这就是它给我的。<br /><br />阿牛,陈庆祥。戏里的男主角,BOTAK。这是他自导自演,同时剧本也是他耗时几年的作品。他喜欢打架鱼。还为她偷偷的画了一幅画。那画还因为他妹妹偷偷送去参加比赛而得奖。<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://jonathan.psmalaysia.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/ahniu1.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 336px; height: 223px;" src="http://jonathan.psmalaysia.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/ahniu1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-size:78%;">*credits to original uploader as stated in pic*<br /></span></div><br />李心洁。女主角。打架鱼。她给我的感觉终于不是安安静静的。也许我并没有把她的作品全看完,不过只要我看过的,都是不一样的安静。看来她演安静演的很好噢~!戏里的她,从小没有爸爸。一直以为妈妈是不爱爸爸的。后来的是故事如何发展,自己去看吧!<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://jonathan.psmalaysia.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/ahniu2.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 336px; height: 223px;" src="http://jonathan.psmalaysia.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/08/ahniu2.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;">*credits to original uploader as stated in pic*</span><br /><div style="text-align: left;"><br />再来让我很惊讶的是 陈美娥。打架鱼的妈妈。记得小时候看过她的戏。那时的她还算青涩吧?不过演技是盖不得的。哈哈!让我有吓到的是她和打架鱼的吵架戏和她的哭戏。他们的吵架,气氛的紧绷,语言的对骂,脸上的表情,肢体的碰触,等等都让我在那几分钟不敢大声呼吸。如同我好像在现场一样,不知如何是好。*是你太入戏了啦!!*<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://www.kwongwah.com.my/news/2009/05/24/44_1.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 342px; height: 282px;" src="http://www.kwongwah.com.my/news/2009/05/24/44_1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;">*credits to original uploader*</span><br /></div><br />接下来的几位;<br />曹格。马麟帆。一个很爱找打架鱼斗打架鱼的痞子。每次的开场白:我马麟帆今天再输的话,<span style="font-style: italic;font-size:130%;" >我切掉</span>~!<span style="font-size:100%;">但是,他每次还是输 ==||</span><br /><br />梁静如。马丽冰。外号Barley冰。马林凡的妹妹。没有台词。一天到晚拿着一包barley冰。不过从她那大大的眼睛和有点夸张的肢体动作不难知道她的想法和目的。‘偷偷’ 的喜欢BOTAK。<br /><br />品冠。白马王子。小时候却是被黑炭弄得全身黑嗒嗒的黑人。歌唱得不错。不过每次都没胆去面试。<br /><br />林静苗。肥妹。BOTAK的妹妹。花痴一名。最喜欢白马王子了。让我笑爆的有两场。1:她自以为化的很漂亮的妆 2:差点被印度老的motor撞到的对白。<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs085.snc3/15314_115055481841298_112491988764314_282980_223260_n.jpg"><img style="display: block; margin: 0px auto 10px; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 345px; height: 486px;" src="http://sphotos.ak.fbcdn.net/hphotos-ak-snc3/hs085.snc3/15314_115055481841298_112491988764314_282980_223260_n.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><span style="font-size:78%;">*credits to <a href="http://www.facebook.com/icekacangpuppylove#%21/icekacangpuppylove?v=info">offical Ais Kacang Puppy Love's facebook</a>*</span><br /></div><br />故事简介请参考<a href="http://icekacangpuppylove.com/story-page.html">这里</a>。。我懒得写 :p<br /><br />由于本人一直拖着没写,很多细节都给我忘的7788了。。<br /><br />只能说,整部戏给我的感觉很好。。风景拍的很有感觉。复古味道的建筑物。人物鲜明的性格。<br /><br />还有,我个人最爱的一场就是打架鱼和BOTAK在湖边桥梁悠闲的对谈。谈着各自的未来,想法,家庭等。那一幕的湖,他们两人的身影,湖水上的倒影和背景音乐(纯文艺恋爱)适时的响起,好美丽,好融洽。同时又有一种淡淡的伤感。<br /><br /><object width="400" height="344"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/KYi7_asO_yE&hl=en_GB&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b"></param><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"></param><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"></param><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/KYi7_asO_yE&hl=en_GB&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0x5d1719&color2=0xcd311b" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" width="400" height="344"></embed></object><br /><br />我应该会重看。。原因?!好看咯~!还用讲的 XDDD<br /><br />ps: completed on 5th May 2010<br /><br /><br />天气:蓝天,微风<br />心情:忘了。。。。。。:p<br /></div></div>LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-69458593162098239352010-03-20T23:50:00.004+08:002010-03-21T03:51:35.729+08:00one of my likey quotes...<span style="font-weight:bold;">Life is a game, play it!<br /><br />Life is too precious, do not destroy it.<br /><br />by Mother Theresa.</span><br /><br /><br />And this is why i often do things impulsively...because the results are always unexpected^^<br /><br />regardless for better or worse because somehow it makes you grow in a way.<br /><br />plus, you get do it now as you are young and do not have much burden on your shoulders yet.<br /><br />just like how i wanted to watch a movie suddenly and so i will~ <br /><br />alone or not, it does not matter. <br /><br />what matters is, i get to watch a movie that i wanted to watch.<br /><br />*very lame example, but you know...*<br /><br />or maybe another example.<br /><br />you keep delaying a plan of getting a diving licence. <br /><br />due to many many external and internal reasons like not enough budget, no time, i want to find friends to go together...<br /><br />then, time flies. when you realize that you have the time, the money and some friends that would join you... you probably already lost your passion or your physical fitness does not allow you to do so.<br /><br />see~ this is where timing too plays an important role in deciding choices.<br /><br />when it's gone, it's gone. <br /><br />Perfect timing comes only once.<br /><br /><br />Feelings: not bad. beside the fact of lameness haha!<br />Weather: steamingly hot~~~!LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-48167481066269647882010-03-07T23:51:00.002+08:002010-03-08T00:05:32.200+08:00songs to share...^^<object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/9esdUmEfZD0&hl=en_GB&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/9esdUmEfZD0&hl=en_GB&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" height="344" width="425"></embed></object><br /><br /><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/CsFFmjYdVVE&hl=en_GB&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/CsFFmjYdVVE&hl=en_GB&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" height="344" width="425"></embed></object><br /><br /><object height="344" width="425"><param name="movie" value="http://www.youtube.com/v/jxxFdFxauGw&hl=en_GB&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01"><param name="allowFullScreen" value="true"><param name="allowscriptaccess" value="always"><embed src="http://www.youtube.com/v/jxxFdFxauGw&hl=en_GB&fs=1&rel=0&color1=0xe1600f&color2=0xfebd01" type="application/x-shockwave-flash" allowscriptaccess="always" allowfullscreen="true" height="344" width="425"></embed></object><br /><br />enjoy!!!^^LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-3770111658194852692010-02-26T14:04:00.002+08:002010-02-26T14:15:09.362+08:000.0wah sei~!<br /><br />又一次的超久没更新 哈哈!没人看,还好啦~<br /><br />要说我的生活过的如何嘛。。。其实也都还好,平平安安,身体健康^^<br /><br />偶尔出去和朋友聚餐,看电影和玩乐;大学生活过的有一点闷。。<br /><br />其余的都还在可以接受范围内。<br /><br />总的来说,没有什么事把我弄垮 。<br /><br />*虽然我还满想的 xp 我的热情都死光光了*<br /><br />我需要excitement!!<br /><br />eh,再过个两天,就可以知道去不去得成美国了!yippee!!!<br /><br />到时候再跟你们聊~LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-79963941391507207832010-01-07T20:53:00.004+08:002010-01-07T21:20:02.594+08:00多愁善感今天驾车时,看到了一摩托车载着牛和羊奶的铝桶。<br /><br />突然心里揪一下,有点痛,眼睛有点湿湿的。<br /><br />想起了我公公,他为我煮的鲜羊奶。<br /><br />里面还参杂着几片姜,为了去腥,更好喝,也对女生比较好。<br /><br />还记得,只有我会要求喝羊奶。所以每次只能煮那么一点点,很麻烦!<br /><br />而且还是我指定要公公煮,因为感觉特好喝。<br /><br />不知不觉,他走了接近三年了。<br /><br />我也应该找不到一摸一样味道的羊奶了。<br /><br />因为,我公公煮的,除了羊奶和姜片,还包含了他对我的溺爱。<br /><br />很想念他偶尔在家里大声地唱着老歌的声音。<br /><br />很爱叫我一起吃饭的时候。<br /><br />有事没事给我讲一堆人生道理。<br /><br />我很想很想很想他。。。。。。LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-25298611761946259202009-12-31T14:52:00.002+08:002009-12-31T14:55:10.765+08:00last day of 2009, 31st Decemberi seldom update i know...<br /><br />and thats why i'm trying yo put something down here on the very last day of 2009..<br /><br />just to say hi!<br /><br />haha!<br /><br />hope a very great year awaiting ahead of us and just grab whatever that we wish for^^LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-46164027871689899622009-11-26T21:54:00.004+08:002009-11-26T22:10:24.086+08:00i just can't help it~friends who know me well they know how much i love kids...<br /><br />whenever i see cute toddlers or little bummy walking kids, my eyes are like glued to them...<br /><br />it takes some time for me to get me eyes off them haha!<br /><br />sometimes it comes to a worse case that i could totally ignore what my friends were saying or doing @@<br /><br />c'mon people! i just can't help it XDDDD<br /><br />i want to share this gif with you guys...<br /><br />plus plus, i did the gif meself ooh~ *feel proud*<br /><br />i just can't forget this little boy smile lahhhh~~<br /><br />this is from a taiwan idol drama name 'Autumn Concerto' aka 'Next Stop, Happiness' aka '下一站,幸福'<br /><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnQ9qWFtXT_dAe1mTSIcv7KhKry3TEBFZTKVG14Y9pvxXLimj0KK9_zQzN5sUv-Oo5miInOSiNofjLNDdgbc8lGA2-zRltx0aRpqJUWGJxhvbtntxC2HDJJMDznjLf6eyIoAVZ/s1600/sneakysmile1.gif"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 249px; height: 187px;" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhnQ9qWFtXT_dAe1mTSIcv7KhKry3TEBFZTKVG14Y9pvxXLimj0KK9_zQzN5sUv-Oo5miInOSiNofjLNDdgbc8lGA2-zRltx0aRpqJUWGJxhvbtntxC2HDJJMDznjLf6eyIoAVZ/s320/sneakysmile1.gif" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5408412256811362130" border="0" /></a><span style="font-weight: bold;font-size:100%;" >super duper sneaky cheeky smile *faint*</span><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"><br /><br /><div style="text-align: left;">weather: hot sun after many days of rain.. *phew* but i kindda miss the rainy days XP<br />feelings: nervous... *danged*<br /><br />ps: need look for my 'feel' to do the report!!! die dee!!!<br /></div></div>LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-11828980054505072172009-10-28T23:39:00.002+08:002009-10-28T23:52:55.979+08:00过雨云烟很多时候,我们都会被眼前的事情给骗了。<br /><br />有好的和坏的。<br /><br />由于人的基本想法从出生就是比较偏好希望,<br /><br />所以,无论事情是多么的失败,<br /><br />我们还是希望有转机。<br /><br />就因为它,我们才有活下去的能量。<br /><br />过雨云烟后,就是雨过天晴了。<br /><br />能不能享受那清凉的风吹,欣赏五颜六色的天空,听耳边传来的鸟鸣声<br /><br />就要看每个人的生存意志与斗志了。<br /><br />加油吧大家!<br /><br /><br />天气:下雨的午后。。微冷的风<br />心情:没什么特别LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-15814477991448234552009-10-25T02:05:00.000+08:002009-10-25T02:05:00.242+08:00生活小事3刚才晚餐时,<br /><br />很少会和我们姐弟妹说教的老爸<br /><br />很正经的我们分享了他朋友的孩子的问题。<br /><br />他说我们玩的〈面子书〉和 MSN 都要很小心<br /><br />不要随便和陌生人线上交谈或约出来见面。<br /><br />还有交朋友要小心,远离闹事的同学<br /><br />之类的。。<br /><br />问题发生了!<br /><br />我们一向都没闹过什么大事件啊<br /><br />最了不起就属我发生一些车祸和一件不为人知的秘密<br /><br />我弟弟妹妹也没有闹过什么啊~<br /><br />可感觉老爸他很象在说我们有这方面的困扰<br /><br />听得我和弟妹三个头两各个大<br /><br />*blur blur*<br /><br />可能是因为他极少提起这些事,<br /><br />所以,让我们听得混身不自在,参杂着一点点的小尴尬。<br /><br />不过还好,话题在送上螃蟹时刻终止了。<br /><br />*phew*<br /><br />要不然不知道要听多久呢~~~<br /><br /><br />ps:最近婆婆又在我们家住,我有得改变生活习惯了@@<br /><br /><br />天气:不清楚(窝在家里)<br />心情:想着怎样写那一堆报告 ><LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-63893195502295913352009-10-23T04:21:00.004+08:002009-10-25T00:03:53.403+08:00i just realized...<a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k259/TANYADALEY/CUTE/HUGS/Hug-1.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 341px; height: 508px;" src="http://i90.photobucket.com/albums/k259/TANYADALEY/CUTE/HUGS/Hug-1.jpg" alt="" border="0" /></a><br />hmm...<br /><br />i found out that i did not really get hugs from people<br /><br />or i go offer hugs<br /><br />you know,...<br /><br />those sincerely tightly closely hugs<br /><br />no one really offer me hugs (except my NS gang and very few friends)<br /><br />not even after knowing that them or i was having some hard time<br /><br />well, i suppose we asian are generally more shy<br /><br />we don't really show our care into actions<br /><br />even though we know that the person is having some hard time<br /><br />we might just show that we are acknowledge but do not know how to react<br /><br />we just show that 'we know what you are havin.. so just try to get over it' attitude<br /><br />*maybe*<br /><br />or... you don't really hug them because you were rejected by them<br /><br />not once but a few times.<br /><br />eventually, you will not have the feeling to hug that person anymore<br /><br />cause you know that you'll get rejected anyhow<br /><br />since i already knew that my hugs are goin to be rejected<br /><br />what for i offer and then suffer the embarassment??<br /><br />but still... ><<br /><br /><br />weather: shinning hot<br />feelings: want to go 'cheong k'LooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-15389412.post-13177893958889500772009-10-20T22:20:00.003+08:002009-10-20T22:38:27.882+08:00takin public buses..i like the feeling of taking bus...<br /><br />unconsiously...<br /><br />you can actually see many things during the journey<br /><br />cute little brads, clumsy youngsters, slow walking old people or people giving seats...<br /><br />all these are happening randomly in my daily public bus life.<br /><br />i often get attracted by little cute toddlers, my eyes are then hardly away from them.<br /><br />i love seeing them trying to get away from their parents and wanted to stand on their own.<br /><br />they find it so fun and anxious taking the bus while most people find it boring.<br /><br />we often let the boringness takes over us even before the stepping into the bus.<br /><br />the mindset of 'sigh~ public buses are a waste of time'<br /><br />but, if you see it in different view, they actually help many people who can't afford a car to get to their destinations.<br /><br />foreigners need save money so that they could send back to their respective countries.<br /><br />same goes to the students that are studying abroad.<br /><br />office workers who are just started their working life; people who are struggling for life and more.<br /><br />one just need to pay more attention to the surroundings to get better thinkings of what you have now.<br /><br />i suddenly have the feelings that, taking buses to college make me more like a student.<br /><br />driving is just a choice to make.<br /><br />while i chose to drive when i have to^^<br /><br /><br />weather: hot, hopefully it'll rain later<br />feelings: bright greenLooYeehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/01043656741739426355noreply@blogger.com0